WHERE DO I START? THERE IS SOOOO MUCH GOING ON IN MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW I AM SO CLUTTERED!! I HAVE PRETTY MUCH DONE NOTHING BUT WORK, WORK, WORK!! I HAVN'T BEEN ON A VACATION IN ALMOST 5 YRS. IAM STRESSED OUT AT WORK AND GOING OVER AND BEYOND MY DUTIES TO BE SWEET, NICE, GENUINE, AND TRYING TO MAKE SOMETHING OF MYSELF. I AM WORKING ON TRYING TO GET INTO A HOUSE I AM SOOOO SICK AND TIRED OF APT LIFE!! I PRAY EVERY NIGHT AND ALWAYS WISHFULL THINKING 24/7!! I AM TIRED OF MEETING GUYS AND BEING AN ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART TO THEM AND THEY TREAT ME LIKE SHIT!!! I JUST HAVN'T FIGURED OUT WHY THEY ARE BEING THIS WAY TWORDS ME. I HAVE ALOT OF PATIENTS BUT I HAVE GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE IT IS WEARING THIN. I AM HONEST, TRUTHFULL, SARCASTIC, COMMEDIEN, DEPRESSED, TRY TO ALWAYS MAKE THE BEST OUT OF ANY SITUATION THAT COMES ALONG AND STILL HASN'T GOTTEN ME ANYWHERE. I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT AM I DOING WRONG. I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR ALMOST 5 YEARS AND I AM LONELY. I AM THE REAL DEAL AND ALL I WANT IS THE SAME IN RETURN FOR WHAT I HAVE PUT INTO EVERYTHING. HELP ME DO YOU HAVE ANY SAGESTIONS? HIT ME UP LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK!! I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING YALLS COMMENTS!!! HAVE A GOOD REST OF THE NIGHT OR DAY WHENEVER YOU READ THIS. TAKE CARE!!!