hey everyone. this is my first blog and i decided to write about ozark and why i love it so much. so maybe you will understand why i was crying so much yesterday when i was informed that i couldnt live there until october.
i have lived in ozark my entire live up until two years ago. i remember the day i moved out of ozark. i was june 4, 2004. the worst day of my life. i was crying the whole trip up to trenton. four hours of literally bawling my eyes out. i was leaving my home. my life. my friends. my past. where i grew up. it literally felt like i was leaving heaven and going to hell. i strongly believe in karma so i thought i must have done something really bad to deserve to have everything lifted away from me. at the time of my moving, i had basically lost everything. my dad died a year and two months ago (at the time), i had been put in foster care two months after my dad died so i basically lost my mom too. that day June 30, 2003. My life changed forever. My house that i had lived in since i was 7, i was being forced to move out of and live with a strange family. My room was gone. My AVRIL LAVIGNE pictures were gone. i didnt live there anymore. this house was also special to me because my father had died in this house. in my living room. i just really miss ozark so much. but yeah just think of everything you once knew and loved and cherished being ripped from you in a matter of minutes. literally minutes. one reason it hurt so bad to move was the fact that i was leaving my best friends. paige, danya, mindy, kyle, brittany. these people helped me get through the past year. do you know how hard is it to live without your mom and dad? my friends became my family. my backbone. i have so many friends. all my friends help me. the night my dad died, my best friendsushed to my house to comfort me. how good of friends is that. they rushed to my house as the body bag was being placed over my fathers lifeless body. those are the friends that i know that i will have for life. dont get me wrong. i love all my friends that i have mad over the past two years living in trenton. i love you all very much and are a very important part of my life. but you are not them. you have not seen me go through the toughest times of my life and be there for me when my life was literally flashing before my eyes. you guys are not my friends from ozark. but my friends from ozark are not you. you both hold a very special place in my heart. i love you all. but everyone has to understand that ozark is my home. it will always be my home. i want to die there, i want to grow old there, i want to get married there, i want2live there, i want my children to graduate from ozark high school. i wanna live there more than anything in the world. i would literally die for ozark. if there was an army to defend ozark i would gladly join in. i love it there. its my home. i wanna go home. i'm gonna stop bothering you now about ozark. please comment this. thanks alot!
<3 Jeffrey