everythings so diffrent now, im getting older and seeing everyone disolve right in front of me.. constantly confused and hurt but for my sickness there is no cure.. im tired of being misunderstood and forgotten, taken advantage of.. the thing thats sad is i only see my family when somenone dies and its not because i dont love them its just sometimes i feel unwanted.. im tired of putting myself out there for people. like " a people pleaser' im tired of being miss nice girl when will somebody love me like i love everyone else when will somebody make me smile like i make you smile.. when will i feel that kiss that knocks me off my feet when will i find my purpose here.. when will things get better for me and all the peple i love.. when will you say i love you and i actually believe you when willl you want me like i want you...