the room brightens to the euphoric state of pure light. A fade image shones even s brighter than these Nirvana beams of enlightenment. And there she stands quiet still as if her heart has stopped due to being frightened. Do not be scared my child do not weep. for all who stand in your light will gaze in awe of your soul so pure. I WANT IT! I WANT HER! ho- how can i be so rutheless? a tattered beast roars and scrapes my ribs wanting to lunge to venture and gain what i seek. is this true love? a primal  feeling of selfish delight? I must deny it! to let a mongrel out would only be so cruel. but what is more uncivilized? hiding in a corner wait for my light to face? or revealing all i have for one delicacy in one barbaric yaup? Fire and brimstore clash in my mind setting of the raging fire only to make matters worse. I am lost in quandry of what could be! Images of love! Romance! Of us! of Depression! Turn downs. pain. so many roads to chose but of which to take is not of my choice. Why are the fates so cruel to create such a game! The light has faded! oh happy darkness has returned... all has gone.. even queen mab shuns me away. to supress a tale for another day only the sake of hell. Life shills its cruel intentions and haenous games in my mind only to diverge me from the right. or maybe the wrong. if the line wasnt so thin. darkness settles in my corner home of a home. and all returns to normal. welcome the average day of lost lover.