Forgive me for i have sinned
i have let you in
i have bared my soul,
some secrets i have told.

I've addmited that you complete me.
it's obvious i'm in very deeply.

Passed the first and second layers of skin
my feelings lie within.
Burried not too deep
exopsed enough for you to see.

I have sinned so greatly.
You are a reason to breathe,
forgive me
my world and my salvation
repenting is out of the question

You are a drug and I am addicted,
there is no turning back.
I have given up my faith,
here is my heart,
it's yours to take.

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In the shadows I will sleep
fallen darkness i will keep

lost beyond repair
is my mind
blackened by these thoughts
i can't define

wounded from a battle i have started,
a war against my very self

tainted is my voce which
has forgotten how to cry
for "help"

all these feelings i have felt

created by the lonliest corner
of my heart,
i watch in amazement through broken eyes,
as my whole world,
slowly begins to die.

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I watch the clock
count the hours,
I hear the water dripping
from the shower
This silent home is so noisey
it never lets me think
If only these walls could speak

My world is a mary-go-round of emotions
a carosel of devotions

In uneven lines I move
to the safety of my room
here everything stays hidden
these walls will never give in.