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she goes about her life appearing free and easy, but look closer..eye's have dark circles from the sleepless nights of tears, she looks haggard from last night and this mornings fight to stay alive, her clothes are old and torn for lake of care and money, she goes about in mourning for the years past in life where she was loved and cared for by the ones she once trusted. how she was once a hero and strong..and now how she has lost everything, she's confused lost and alone..more abandoned..
she's walked on egg shells her whole life, begging her world to love her..and once she gave everything of herself, they did..she had a mask for each being, of whatever they liked, she painfully molded her body into whatever was pleasing..she gave up her life for her oh so adoring crowed and was left alone at the end of the day as an empty shell looking for light and warmth..she was blind and alone..
then one night she found a love, one that loved her in return, no questions asked, she fell fast, he loved her without her make up, even with her torn clothes he was kind and spoiled her, and asked for her hand and love in return..true he would ask at times too much, but would see the pain on her face and beg forgiveness from her, he was no rich man, but a simple man, far different then all the ones she had thrown at her to chase in failure and pain. he chased after her, he took care of her and with everything he had, he would give her just to see her smile..
she saw the heart of this man and gave her heart and hand to him, her loved ones abandoned and scorned her and turned on her for loving such a man and she quickly saw how ugly the world can turn when not pleased. she decided to leave her world and see what his was like..not one mean look was cast upon her, not one unkind word, in fact they fell in love with her, who she was..all she had to be is one person to them, she could at last throw away her masks and no longer mold herself into something she was not. few from her world liked what they saw..and she would no longer be what they wanted, and they were not kind to her or pleased about it. they would try to like her then quickly change their minds. they would talk ill of her when they thought she wasn't around..
her faith was shaken, all had turned on her..all but him, and his world that welcomed her with loving arms..she is told by others "it is sad how this is to be the happiest time of your life..but it's not." she wakes up crying for the love lost, but thankful for the love found, she steps into the new world and begins to build and find herself hoping to keep the true love of her life with her, and hopes he will not leave or turn his back on her, she know's he won't for what kind of parent turns their back on their own child?, not god, god will get her through her hardship, as long as she holds on to him. he will love her no matter what happens, no matter what she does or has done, he will lover her always..for his love is unfailing.
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