I decided to try a different location then I usually do.
Unfortunately, it seemed a bad idea afterward.
I went there, for clarity, and some sort of closure for my thoughts.
I left feeling more dumbfounded, and miserable then I had come with.

I need to go somewhere new, for my clarity.
I have found a place, that I believe will work for me.

But when I was there, something seemed familiar, and when I started my walk back home, I realized why it was familiar.

She stood against the window, looking out at the world below her, and noticed me.
I'm not sure if she recognized me or not, but I'm sure she saw me.
I stared for a moment, dazed and unsure.

But it was her, and for a moment, everything lost it's reality, and I couldn't think.
Just as it did a few nights prior.
Now I'm unsure of what choices to make, and if they'll be the right choices.

-Sigh-
I wish I knew what to fucking do.
Actually, I do.

I've known all along, I suppose these were simple reminders to reassure myself.
It's too bad, that choices don't come easy.
But what she asked me, that night, It's still so fresh in my memory, along with the following statement.
God, It just makes me wonder what if....