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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 29
Sign: Gemini

City: Seattle
State: Washington
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/2/2003

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JFK Islanders '98
[05 Dec 2007 | Wednesday] 5:32 PM

Current mood:  blah
Category: Writing and Poetry
I wish I could hate you with every inch of my soul
But I once held you near and dear to my heart
I wish I could hate you more than an ache in my spine
But you once were my family, my friend, or my lover

I wish I could hate you with every inch of my being
But I once felt I could confide in you my secrets
I wish I could hate you more than slitting my wrists
But you made me love you before you walked away

I wish I could hate you with every inch of my mind
But I once thought you would always be here
I wish I could hate you more than my aching heart
But you embedded yourself in my thoughts forever

Yet no matter how hard I try... I can't.


* Many people have come into my life, settled in, made me love them, then picked up and left. They left me with a bad feeling in my heart and soul because I know they don't care how much I hurt. These people may not think so, but I will always care about them and wish them the best no matter how badly they've treated me or what they think of me. I think they know who they are, I sure do. If you are one of them, believe me when I say:

I'm sorry for not being everything you've wanted and a whole lot of what you hated. I don't mean to be imperfect.

I wear my heart on my sleeve and I wish you would tread lightly.
 
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