Today officially Jason and I have been together for 5 years and 5 months. I really love him with all my heart. And I believe he feels the same way. He better!!! lol.... I know he does. It's been so long, and it doesn't feel like it. I have never wanted to be with someone as much as I want to be with him. I miss him immensely when he or I am away. Almost to the point of depression, and when we are together its like we fit perfectly together like a complete puzzle. He takes good care of me, he's always there for me. He's my white knight when I need him to save me. He's my bugger squasher . He's my pooky bear when I need to cuddle. He's my heart and soul...always. We have our fights. We have our laughs. We have our cries. And even after those rare awful times when we feel like things are falling apart, we still kiss each other good night. We still love. If I'm dreaming please God never let it end. I want things to stay wonderful and stay in love with him till the day I die. I want to get married and have redheaded children . I want a house to call our own. I have high hopes for our future. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with my bear... my love....my Jason Scot Herr . If you read this Bear. I love you.

Hugs,
Monique