Today was a really good day. Mum and I got to go out to a Peddlers Mall that we haven't been too. I'm starting a bear collection, like ya know little nic-nak kind of decorative bears. They are so cute. Really. I've got 4 bears so far. I also have a little hanging pillow that says teddy bear collector. Isn't that cute? I have loads of stuffed teddy bears too. I love bears.  I got this groovy old purse too. Anyways we went out to eat too. It was great. I never get that one on one time with mom. We talked about moving and we were looking at houses. So since Rachel is gone for a couple of weeks I'm watching Tibo. He's been really good. The first day he had an accident, but I've been trying to take him out every two hours so that he wont have any accidents, especially when he goes to sleep with Mum. I even let the little guy come in my room, and he behaved so well, he just slept next to me while I played video games. But anywho, things have been quiet, I'm stressed to the max, and depressed, but I'm trying to be happier. I'm dealing with things better. It was lovely to see all my sisters the other day, all together, I mean I see Rachel everyday, but I don't see Z, or Keturah. So it was nice just to have all the sisters together. I'm going to try to stay a few days with Z soon. I gotta go to the doctor this week first. My birthday is coming up soon. I can't believe I'm gonna be 20. That seems weird, ya know cause I'm the baby. I don't know what Jason has planned, I hope at least I can get my new tattoo. That'd be great. Also today I was watching this thing about Jesus. And it was really interesting. Enlightining rather. Well that's it. I want to post a pic, but my compy is being dumb....

Hugs,
Monique