So it has ocurred to me recently that I have entered a new phase of life... this is interesting to me. I have been trying to leave the last phase of my life basically since it started... and have tried so many things to make that departure happen.
The interesting thing about this change of phase is that it has happened by no fault of my own. I don’t know when I changed or why... but something has clicked in me recently. Life is only as hard as you make it. I made life hard for a long time... not sure why... but I think I needed to figure out some of life’s key mysteries... and it was driving me insane.
As soon as I backed off of life... life backed off of me. I think we should question the plan life has for us less, and in doing this we will enjoy the plan more. Life is about enjoying your time and bringing joy to those around you. To do this, you must put yourself out there, be vulnerable, and give EVERYTHING you have to EVERYONE. You will most definitely get screwed over at some point... but you’ll know it’s not your fault, because all you did was live your life the way you thought you should.
I’m not quite sure what great knowledge has come with this new level of enlightement, but I feel ready and eager to learn deeper and more important secrets life has within. I’m a little mixed up right now... but I feel amazing things coming, and am at peace with whatever they might be.
My brother, Pat, one of the smartest and most enlightened people I know, once told me about "life speed". Life moves at a speed... if you can tune into this rate, and not go too fast or too slow, all of life’s secrets will be revealed when they’re supposed to be. It’s hard and sometimes downright painful to wait and find them out... but when you reach a higher ground you’ll know it’s for a reason and the joy it brings will be a high we’re all searching for.
I’m not sure what this phase will hold for me... but I KNOW my life is going to go exactly where it’s supposed to... I finally feel tuned in with my own existence...
"What’s coming next? Who cares, we’ll see..."
Peace and love to you all,
Tim