20 is nothing.
20 is 19, is 18.
But not 17, 16, 15, 14, and certainly far, far way from 13, 12, 11 and 10.

...while looking at the simple bare bones of my life, which apparently have come down to the years that I been breathing, the simple numbers that don't mean very much in my brain, I really don't feel anything. I don't feel sadness or regret, pain or shame...Perhaps I am not realizing what 20 means to everybody else around me...to them 20 is some kind of stepping stone marking another 10 years of accomplishments, but I have none...

20 doesn't sadden or worry me, it just feels like the same old, same old.

Perhaps we should all do some more partying and I'll feel differently?haha.
Who's up for some whiskey and writing some kick ass tunes!?<33