well here are more random thoughts today, maybe im just thinkig too much. as i look at everything i think is this where i want to be? have i made the right choices? where am i heading. i really dont think about the past, beacuse...its the past there really nothing i can do about it. its the past, live and learn. as for today is there anyone standing behind me and my choices. does anyone really support me or do i stand alone? there are also times where people come to me for advice, do people really listen to me? or do my words fall on deaf ears. or why do i feel like a broken record that goes on and on my suggestions not taken unless someone else says them, if u ask me for help then not take it then y ask?