Hear My Story
NOTICE ANYTHING
As I lay IN MY BED on November 18th I think of how great my day would be; not knowing how this day would change my life. My plan is to finish my daily task in just enough time to begin a fun filled child free EXCLUSIVE weekend with my man. As we discuss our plans I notice the time. It’s now 4:45. Time to get my daughter and take her to her father’s for the weekend; lord knows I NEED THAT. As I tell my man I will be back because I have to get my daughter and drop her off, he gets mad. He believes THE TRUTH IS A LIE and I am not coming back. Not realizing how angry he is I leave to handle my business. A pond my return the drama begins. He starts telling me the weekend is ruined and IM THE REASON. I continue to plead my case but he GOT ME GOING crazy because I don’t understand his anger. I even asked him to COME WITH ME but he refused. I decide to have a drink to calm my nerves. Little do I know this fight is JUST GETTING STARTED. He takes a drink as well. I try to calm him down by reminding him how IMMA PUT IT ON HIM later. It works for a moment but his BIPOLAR actions show up again. I tell him this is SILLY LOVE! Let’s end this stupid fight and COME IN to my house. We return to my house but it’s clear that the change of atmosphere does nothing for his mood. I asked “Are we in this together?” He says no I want to go back home. I’m fed up at this time. I’m realizing that he won’t be CO STAR-ING in anything I’m doing tonight. While in the car I try to explain to him WHAT IT FEELS LIKE to be rejected by him based on a stupid argument. He says; “IF IT WASN’T FOR YOU leaving we would not be fighting”. My blood is boiling. It will feel SO GOOD to take him home and enjoy the rest of my night without the drama. In the car the yelling elevates. By now tears are flowing because I feel that he is PERFECTLY BIND to how I feel. Sightless from my tears, I attempt to make a sharp turn. I hit the curb and my car flips over three times. When he came too he looked over at my lifeless body covered in gasoline. I was passed out against the door of the car. He hears the car ticking and begins to think it will blow. He panic and pulls my motionless body onto the street. As the police and ambulance arrive I begin to awaken. As the police try to question him he becomes irate stating fuck me, just help my GIRLFRIEND. As I lay their completely confused of what just happen I begin crying out for him not to leave me. I awake days later to realize that I broke my neck. This injury has kept me paralyzed ever since. Living in a wheelchair and being a mother is tough. It takes a serious NO BITCHNESS mindset. Music is a major part of my sanity. It calms me while expressing things in ways to bring clear understanding to different emotions. It can take you to places you haven’t revisited in years. Most importantly your FOREVER IN A DAY can begin and end with a positive and inspirational message to a tune that can get you through anything. Thanks Day 26
FAN FOREVER
Kia Houston