You know what. I'm sick of trying to find that special someone, I tried up to valentines day and it didn't work. I failed obviously. I fail everytime, OBVIOUSLY. so here's what I'm going to do in retaliation, on my life.
Since I could care less what happens to me now or weeks from now. Fuck my life, fuck this shit, fuck going on. I hope everything goes for the worse from now on, since nothing can ever go right.
I'm not losing my mind, but I'm losing my patience. I've taken it far enough, and I'm just not going to go through with this. I'm too nice to people, too good of a guy, and their all so busy living in the past. I've realized that I've moved on, but there's so many people out here who are too fucking stupid to realize that the people they truly care about DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THEM.
They'll pay their respects at your funeral and the next day joke about your dead ass! GET IT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING SKULL.
A guy broke up with you and he's fucking other chicks, and he's telling you he likes you. HE WANTS ASS FROM YOU plus the other bitches. You just LOVE him so much, you're high off the ARTIFICIAL LOVE, so high that you fake like you don't know that the guy doesn't give a fuck about you. He's doing you so wrong, yet you continue to be the stupid bitch and stay on his dick.
GOD. If I had hair I'd tear it out. It bugs me so bad. But you know what, I'm done being so nice to these guys these girls. People expecting me to lay down so they can walk over my back, fuck that. I'm not a fucking doormat. You can kiss my ass.
YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK.
Fuck you bitch niggas, and fuck all you haters. I'll beat the living shit out of you. And if your a bitch, I'll get a girl to beat the fucking shit out of you. Don't fuck with me. I aint got nothing to lose. So what the fuck you think it's gonna matter to me if they toss me into jail for the rest of my life?
SHIT. I live in hell, being in jail would just a simple place to commit suicide. Feel me?
I hate all this. I hate being the nice guy. I want to, so badly, but I can't. I can't go on, with trying and trying to present myself to people like a good individual. Maybe if you just see how bad I really am you'll wish for who I was before, back.
Fuck you. Fuck all of these people on MySpace too. People I try to connect with, try to communicate with seem to not have time, so fuck it. I'll just be on here for music and real friends. Maybe a few new, other than that, If I do know you, I'm gonna fucking block you. Fuck off.
I certainly feel better about this. Me giving up on all this LOVE bullshit, and all this HAVING FEELINGS FOR CERTAIN GIRLS fuck all that.
It's all gonna lead to insanity anyways. Fuck you whores.
"DESTROY ME. you can do it all. as for my death thats next yo I knew it all. You could slit my neck. You could hang me from a tree. You aint gotta say i nothin, I know that you done with me. It's over It's now the time. To finally blow my mind. A shotgun empty from bullets who envy my fucking spine. I drop down to the ground, hear the sound while I'm down. Of people laughing hysterically all around. - Me"