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Category: Pets and Animals
fiX It!
I Did not think that I would be back writing in this blog again so soon. I guess thats preservation of self taking over. It is selfish of me to say that I need a break. Its a fine rope you walk when you are trying to do whats right for one who is relying on you to 'fix it'. Just like the time at the Dog Park when I noticed that Suede was bleeding. A dog had taken a nip out of his side while he was running after the ball and I,being broke at the time, crazy glued it closed and duck taped a bandage over it. Or the first time I saw Pilgrim staring at the wall as if she had been betrayed. She must have been there a while waiting for me to read her mind because when I bent down to ask her what was wrong she was indignant with me. It took me a few minutes of methodical combing to spot the culprit. Her nail had broken and was down to the quick. I cleaned it up, numbed it and cauterized it with a soldering iron. Now I have lost my magic powers that were held in such high regard. It is heartbreaking to see the resolve in ones eyes of knowing there is something that you just cant fix.I have searched my bag of tricks and found it empty.When did it leave me. Was it when they saw me drunk for the first time and hid under the car and would not come out for hours. Was it when I lost my temper and was too harsh with them. Was it when I switched Mommies on them. No, I believe the power is still here and I am going to need all of it just to let them go.
4:30 PM
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