This blog has taken a lot of thought. I wasnt going to do it....

It astounds me what this person has written about everyone, what they constantly put on the internet, and all the shit they talk to everyone but people who actually NEED to hear it.

But people commend you on your maturity? These people must have never lived with you.

All I see is a whiny little girl. You whined when we had to move in and you were tired. I heard whining when something didnt go your way. You nose your way into every conversation, you are extremely defensive and get offended at things that have nothing to do with you.

I understand, the truth hurts, and maybe some things said the other day hurt your feelings... but you have to know every word I said was true. You complained at the begining of June when i said something over twitter having to do with rent and I respected that and dont think I did it again. Now you want to say a roommate is cheating us out of money, all over twitter when he doesnt even have twitter, and it shouldnt be a conversation held over twitter in the first place!!!! You actually said to me, "its not my fault he doesnt have twitter!!" CHICK your ROOM is next to his!!! Walk down the fucking hall!!!!!!!!

This is not an argument over who does what in the house... I am so beyond that. My only issue was that preston kept tweeting about tommy taking our money. I texted him personally and asked it not be on twitter instead you guys should actually GO to him about it. Even when I said it over twitter, I wasnt upset.... just saying. BUT NO you feel it is absolutely necessary to jump in, get defensive with me and start this whole argument. You dont know when to keep your mouth shut, and you feel everyone is out to get you. Doesnt sound mature to me.

You guys have complained to me about shit soooo many times... yet you never actually go to the source and see if you can get it fixed! Yeah I have my issues with tommy. Just like I have issues with other people... but ive never forced these conversations on anyone... when you come to me about who he has fucked... yeah thats gonna get me a little riled up. So thanks... good looking out.

AND ANYTHING that I have said about ANYONE including you or anyone else I live with I have told them to thier face... Tommy and I (since you love this subject so much) have had many conversations and he is very clear on my feelings of him. I guess thats hard for you to believe since I dont post it all over the internet when I do this. There is a lot to be said about discreet conversation. It can be very helpful. You should try it sometime and see how much more people respect you.

AND you pay 150 in rent to live here. By golly. Everyone else pays a lot more and we know it and you know it, so yes tensions are high over this. We had this conversation back in june or july I belive, and you said Tommy said whatever he said. Well it was not his place to speak for everyone... and the rest of the house agreed with me. I asked you what we were to do about it but I never got an answer. You guys just keep going along with whatever your doing, instead of trying to come to some compromise. Because I tell you what... you will rarely get away with that plan anywhere else.... rent is not split by rooms... it is supposed to be split by people.... for if this was the case, jaycee and beth and I should pay less as well... because they live in a goddamn basement and I have no real door or closet.

We could get technical about all the little thiings to if you want... Beth and I NEVER watch TV.. is our cable bill lower than everyone elses? I dont know... its just an example... point is there are too many people in this house to get that technical. But you two want to get out as cheaply as possible and screw everyone else in the process.

You talk about maturity, however you can not come to anyone that you have an issue with instead you tweet and blog and whatever else. And I have heard many of your tempertanturms... these walls are thin sweety.

As far as partying... who the hell did you think you were moving in with? The brady bunch?? Of course we are going to party... we never forced you to sit on the porch with all of us, or linger in the shadows to make sure preston didnt get out of hand, or play circle of death. Those are decisions you made. You never complained before... at least not to anyones face... you werent complaining when we let you drink, underager!!

See all these words you had about maturity and morals and you have such a great job for an 18 year old... what the fuck do you think I do for a living?? Flip burgers?? You havent even started your shit yet lady, so dont count your eggs before they hatch... as the saying goes...

I keep my business to myself for the most part, and I listen to everyone elses problems on the daily... so I am sorry if I ever came to you to talk and it was an inconvenience. I hope that statement wasnt directed to me because I cant really ever think of a time when I didnt listen to what you had to say or wasnt willing to give advice, etc.
 
And your right, it does give me hell to know that I trusted you as a person, yet you have now poisened a few relationships and caused all these issues. I hope where ever you go it works out, because you sure have caused a lot of grief latley. Maybe you have learned not to be so self rightious. Because your religiousness is bullshit. You are just another one of those hypocritical 'christians'  who looks down on everyone else. Because acording to your blog, we are all ignorant, heathens who must have been raised by parents that didnt give a fuck. Im glad you were raised with morals, I was too, how funny!! You dont know anything about any of us, or what makes us act the way we do. You dont know my history or anyone else's so before you talk shit about how high and mighty you are, think about that. You couldnt even imagine the shit I have been through in my life, or some of the horrible things i have seen. Do I rub it in anyones face? no. Do I brag when I make a good decision? No. Do I accept responsibility for my mistakes? Yes. People make them, it happens... where maturity comes in is how you handle situations given to you... and so far you have failed horribly.

But you write your blogs and tweets and get all your friends to agree with you and you can feel like a big person. How big do you feel right now?

I am so disapointed in the way this was handled... I thought better of you, I really did. Girl, you are just out of highschool... how mature do you really think you are? What have you done in the big grand scheme of things to think that you deserve that title? Have you had some big, life altering experiance yet? I honestly dont know... all I know is how I see you handle things now, and it hasnt been very impressive.

No you didnt single anyone out in your blog... way to cover your ass. However we all know who you were talking about... that probably being mostly me since I raised such a big fuss that day, and other roommates jumping in. If you have something to say, please say it, and dont be scared... I'm Not..... I will tell you exactly who Im talking about if you havent figured it out already!

I probably shouldnt have even said anything, not written this blog.... doesnt make me look very mature... but I really hate standing silent while someone continues on thinking they were correct.

I hope the next few weeks arent too awkward for you!!!