why is it that life iis so complex when you doing things for a girl that you love and she knows that you would do anything for her. but when she has criss and you try to help even when your sick it turns into shit, what do you do when this happens to you nothing cause you cant do anything cause thats the way it is. some people my just go see there friend the .22 but he only solve one promble and creates another. i feel as if theres times where i just want to go cry and die cause there really is no one who would notice me gone besides my mother but she got my dad now so she doesnt need me and the who i thought loves me is the one who proably wish to kill me. well is my life messed up oh well off the egde i go