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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 27
Sign: Sagittarius

City: somewhere on Love Street, Orange County
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/20/2004

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009 

Current mood:  contemplative
Hey guys.....
I'm writing this as a small way to vent, and to hopefully inspire in the end.... 
My Aunt lost her 5 year battle with cancer this past week....she was very dear to me, and left behind two beautiful little girls, and my Uncle... (my uncle and father were identical twins before my dad passed away when I was a little girl).....It makes me sick to my stomach that a woman who was in so much pain, yet never failed to keep a smile on her face, and shower her love over her family was taken so soon...She was truly one of the strongest women I have ever known, and I feel so blessed that she kept me closely knit as part of her own family. I am thankful that I've watched her two little girls grow up, and that I can be there for them now, knowing exactly what they're going through. It's like reliving my worst nightmare, having to see them lose a parent just like I did when I was a kid....
This whole ordeal only solidified my life motto I learned at an early age after losing my father....I absolutely never let a day slip by without filling it with love, adventure, and as many smiles as I can muster. Nothing in this world is more important to me than family, friends, and experiencing life to the fullest, chasing every single dream I have, and encouraging others to chase theirs as well.
I know each day is truly a blessing, and I intend to continue to live like each day is a gift, appreciating the simple things in life, like the next beautiful sunset, or a day snuggled on the couch with my favorite person, and I try to have as many silly spontaneous endeavors as possible! 

My Aunt Erin was a perfect example of a life filled with love, adventure, passion for creativity, and faith that everything will always be ok......
Here's a video of her at a dance off at her High School where she was a teacher.....Picture this the next time you're having a bad day, a woman with cancer, in loads of pain, still doing everything she can to make the people around her laugh and smile, and loving every moment of it.....


erin1

Aunt Erin, you truly will be missed, but absolutely never forgotten....I love you with all of my heart, I can't believe how blessed I was to have you in my life! 

[SMD] Tracy

 
You are such a wonderful person...so strong and inspiring.  I hope you get through today and know that I'm always here for giggles, freesus, and crocheted stakes. 

 
Posted by [SMD] Tracy on Thursday, July 02, 2009 - 3:01 AM
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Face On By Tamara

 
Im so very sorry for you loss. Your blog was so touching. She is in a much better place and has no more pain. I will be thinking and praying for you and your family.  ....p.s. If you can dance anything like your auntie I see a whole new career for you! She rocked at dancing! That photo is beautiful too! xo
 
Posted by Face On By Tamara on Thursday, July 02, 2009 - 3:02 AM
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William Kazak

 
Remember the good days.
 
Posted by William Kazak Design Studio on Thursday, July 02, 2009 - 3:02 AM
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★VIXEN☠LENORE★

 
..This was true inspiration, My heart and thought are with you! xoxo..

 
Posted by ★VIXEN☠LENORE★ on Thursday, July 02, 2009 - 3:02 AM
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RAchel SChIllero

 
<3
 
Posted by ✂✂ PIRATEDOLLFACE✂✂ HAIR AND MAKE UP ARTIST on Thursday, July 02, 2009 - 3:02 AM
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Mongrels of Passion

 
bless thw two little girls...bless you...bless your aunt she feels no more pain. you should now be inspired by the life she led. sounds like your philosophy on life is about the best there is...;)...a smile for you.

 
Posted by Mongrels of Passion on Thursday, July 02, 2009 - 3:02 AM
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-=SAINT OF SIRENS=- (Valkyrie)

 
That is a heart-breaking but very inspiring story, thank you very much for sharing it. My heart goes out to those little girls =(   Such a difficult thing to go through, but I bet their mother's spirit is alive and strong within them and they will go on to live, laugh, love & inspire just as she did.  That video was wonderful, and I know I surely WILL think of it next time I feel I am having a bad day. Thank you and best wishes to you in healing from your Aunt's passing.  {{HuGGs}}

 
Posted by -=SAINT OF SIRENS=- (Valkyrie) on Thursday, July 02, 2009 - 3:03 AM
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¡Solana Sunshine!
Solana Willis

 
This was beautiful and inspiring. Your message, as well as your aunts story, is truly uplifting, and really makes you contemplate what life is about...
....Thank you so much for posting this...
 
Posted by ¡Solana Sunshine! on Thursday, July 02, 2009 - 3:03 AM
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Giovanni

 
thanks 4 sharing
 
Posted by Giovanni on Thursday, July 02, 2009 - 3:03 AM
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The Vampire Carissa (The Queen Of The Damned)

 
..this is beautiful. I'm really really sorry for your loss, but she is in a better place free of pain forever. She is still with you and her children...
 
Posted by The Vampire Carissa (The Queen Of The Damned) on Friday, July 03, 2009 - 5:27 AM
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Le Terrible

 
I too lost someone this week and I suppose it makes life seem more of a blessing when you are surrounded by people who are so inspiring and live life to the fullest. I'm sorry for your loss.

 
Posted by Le Terrible on Tuesday, July 07, 2009 - 7:03 PM
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X~ centrix

 
amazing pics --I am so sorry to hear of someone having so many losses is life but can let it make them better appreciate their own lives and those who are truly important in it , your attitude is so rare in this day and age.
 
Posted by X~ centrix on Tuesday, July 21, 2009 - 8:01 PM
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