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Cassidy Sklar


Last Updated: 11/21/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 21
Sign: Gemini

City: CHILDERSBURG
State: Alabama
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/30/2005
Friday, February 15, 2008 

Current mood:  blah
Category: Life

God I'm so fed up with everything. I never have any money. EVER. With what I get paid it lasts MAYBE 3 days. My car is screwed. Has been since before christmas. Actually everyone in my family's cars are screwed. No one has a vehicle. Or money. Our house phone has been cut off for a few weeks now due to non-payment. There's not telling how long til the the internet's gone. Then goodbye to all of you!  I'm not happy with myself at all. I'm tired of living in this room day in and day out. Wake up. Work for 9 hours. Come home to the same four walls I've seen for 17 years. Go to bed for 5 hours. Wake up and start all over again. But what sucks more than anything is that I have a plan in my head: Get viable transportation. Get a night job. Get a place to rent. Get Vet Assistant Certification. Get a job at a vet. Get married. Live happily ever after...blah blah..but with all that in my head there's also nothing in my head saying,"Okay, now go do it!" I'm stuck. Stuck is the perfect word for it all...stuck in a life that's ALMOST unbearable...

 

 

Currently listening:
Frank
By Amy Winehouse
Release date: 20 November, 2007
nOw iT sEeMs liKe tOo mUch LOVE is neVeR eNoUgh..

 
Ice-age heat wave, can't complain
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand
(favorite part)
I move on to another day, to a whole new town with a whole new way
Went to the porch to have a thought
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop

You don't know where and you don't know when
But you still got your words and YOU GOT YOUR FRIENDS
Walk along to another day
Work a little harder, work another way

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan
I'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well I'll float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold
I like the autumn BUT THIS PLACE IS GETTING OLD
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast
It might not be a lot, but I feel like I'm making the most

The days get longer and the nights smell green
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave

I like songs about drifters-books about the same
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane
Walked off onto another spot
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want
(other favorite part)
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights
Adding their breeze to the summer nights
Outside, water like air was great
I didn't know what I had that day

Walk a little farther to another plan
You said that you did, but you didn't understand
(now this is by far my part!)
I know that starting over is not what life's about
BUT MY THOUGHTS WERE SO LOUD I COULDNT HEAR MY MOUTH...
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth
My thoughts were so loud
 
Posted by nOw iT sEeMs liKe tOo mUch LOVE is neVeR eNoUgh.. on Tuesday, February 19, 2008 - 6:43 PM
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