God I'm so fed up with everything. I never have any money. EVER. With what I get paid it lasts MAYBE 3 days. My car is screwed. Has been since before christmas. Actually everyone in my family's cars are screwed. No one has a vehicle. Or money. Our house phone has been cut off for a few weeks now due to non-payment. There's not telling how long til the the internet's gone. Then goodbye to all of you!
I'm not happy with myself at all. I'm tired of living in this room day in and day out. Wake up. Work for 9 hours. Come home to the same four walls I've seen for 17 years. Go to bed for 5 hours. Wake up and start all over again. But what sucks more than anything is that I have a plan in my head: Get viable transportation. Get a night job. Get a place to rent. Get Vet Assistant Certification. Get a job at a vet. Get married. Live happily ever after...blah blah..but with all that in my head there's also nothing in my head saying,"Okay, now go do it!" I'm stuck. Stuck is the perfect word for it all...stuck in a life that's ALMOST unbearable...
 | Currently listening: Frank By Amy Winehouse Release date: 20 November, 2007 |
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