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Last Updated: 7/7/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 24
Sign: Pisces

City: Incheon
Country: KP
Signup Date: 12/30/2005

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Thursday, March 27, 2008 

Current mood:  loved

Friends! Namaste! Caasto Chha? It’s been a while since an update, and of course too much has happened to put into one blog... so here’s the abridged version of the beauty of the past month:

-I spent 12 days trekking in the Himalayas, and it was absoultely one of the best experiences of my life.  Camille and I had a wonderful time, a great way for her to finish her time in Nepal, and for me to celebrate my birthday. The beauty and power of the mountains here feeds my soul.  It was incredibly grounding, the force of nature at it’s highest.  It was wonderful to have some mountain time, to stand on the strongest forces on earth.  Two directions of rock and earth pushing hard enough to launch itself in the sky, but slowly at the moment, as if the earth itself is locked in a sort of arm wrestling stand still.  The energy is there, the force is still there. So strong! It is nature, it is beautiful.

The areas we walked though were so peaceful, it was so still and serene.  We began in a very northern village where it was desert because the elevation was too high for many things to grow and the climate too harsh. It was amazing.  We walked a whole day and the only person we saw outside of the small villages along the way was an old woman herding her 40 or so alpine mustangs grazing on sage and a few thorny bushes. From there each day the landscape changed, with only the enormous mountains being constant.  Eventually, on the last day, we were in the jungle surrounded by lush greenery and waterfalls. Brilliant.

So that was awesome.

But here’s what makes me elated at the moment: I am sending my students to a real school! A good private school at that! Really, I there is nothing better for me in the world than this news. I have spent the last week and a half running around Kathmandu looking at different schools, talking to principals, organizing uniforms from tailors and so on.  Two volunteers from Holland and I made the arrangements and raised money for the initial payments, and two days ago I took 15 orphans to their first day of school ever! Can you imagine? I felt like a proud mom, watching them all so well behaved, answering their teachers in English and Nepali and writing their own names on their papers. 

These are kids who just got dealt a shitty hand in life.  And they are just kids, some of whom have never seen their parents.  Some have been abandoned, some knew and loved their parents, and then had to deal with their deaths.  One 5 year old girl’s parents were murdered by terrorists, another boy’s father died after falling out of a tree hunting monkeys.  The stories would break your heart, and yet these children are resiliant.  Still they laugh, still they play, run and smile.  Still they draw pictures of houses and hearts and horses and trees. Still they pick me flowers in the park and say "thank you, Auntie" with every small gift, and they mean it.  This is a world we are lucky enough not to know, but still it is our world.  These are children of our world, and because they appear to be nobody’s children, they become everyone’s children. In this way, they are our children. I seriously love these kids so much, I am so proud of them, and now they have a chance to get an education.  In a place like Nepal, an education is the difference between a life of  carrying bricks on your head 14 hours a day for practically nothing and maybe getting a job that will provide enough to eat, enough to live.  It is a completley different quality of life, and that is what I hope for these 15 beautiful people who have taught me more than I can ever repay. The world is a beautiful place.  It is difficult, it is tragic, but more than anything, it is beautiful.  So many thanks to my family who donated money on my birthday.  This is the best birthday present anyone could ever receive.

If anyone would like to be a sponsor in any way, please let me know.  Please send us your love and light, it’s free and always needed.

Peace, love and hope,

Ellen

Mary

 
The world is a better place because of people like you:)

Thank you.
 
Posted by Mary on Thursday, March 27, 2008 - 1:56 PM
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the girl with kaleidoscope eyes
Marci Noble

 
I always get so excited when I see that you've blogged!

You are so inspiring!

I love you!
 
Posted by the girl with kaleidoscope eyes on Friday, March 28, 2008 - 12:20 AM
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Kimberly

 
Unbelievably proud of you!

loving your good wonderful energy!
 
Posted by Kimberly on Friday, March 28, 2008 - 6:26 AM
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willow river
Kristen Haller

 
You never cease to be amazing. What a wonderful story. So glad to hear what is going on. Thank you for opening our eyes. The world truly is beautiful.
 
Posted by willow river on Saturday, March 29, 2008 - 1:29 PM
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Your Mamma

 
Ellen--what a proficient writer you are, so descriptive in the emotion you are experiencing in this part of our world. Thanks for sharing this very personal experience with us. I would love to give you some money to help the kids with their education. How do I donate to you/the kids?

M
 
Posted by Your Mamma on Saturday, March 29, 2008 - 2:32 PM
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Sandy

 
Wow! Cool! :)

I could probably make some play clothes or school uniforms for the kiddos. Just let me know if there are cultural standards (for the play clothes - i.e., girls have to be in skirts, or degree of modesty), or send me a pic of what the uniforms should look like and approximate age/size of the kids.

As long as you're not in a hurry about it, I could eek out some time to do that. And for play stuff I could even buy something inexpensive (by our standards at least) and send it along.

Message me if that sounds good.
 
Posted by Sandy on Saturday, March 29, 2008 - 5:10 PM
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Anna

 
I love you. That is all.
 
Posted by Anna on Sunday, March 30, 2008 - 8:15 PM
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naked

 
Ellen,

Everyone's been asking me if I've read your blog yet...now I see why. What a wise woman you're becoming in your young years! Thank you for reminding us of the responsibility we have to the children on this earth. And thank you for taking the time and effort to better their lives! I'm proud to call you not only my sisters friend, but my friend too! Take care of yourself..
 
Posted by naked on Wednesday, April 02, 2008 - 5:25 AM
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Micaela
Micaela McDonald

 
ellen you just made me cry.
i am working in a childrens center now, i have grown and learned with this experience. these people are the future. these people need help. I am so happy for you and for those kids. Thank you ellen for being there for them, and for all humanity. I love ya
peace and love
champagne
 
Posted by Micaela on Wednesday, April 16, 2008 - 4:07 AM
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E is for Egalitarian

 
i'm laying here bawling my eyes out....you are too amazingly beautiful!
 
Posted by E is for Egalitarian on Friday, May 23, 2008 - 3:09 AM
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