Memmories are the only things you have, when everything you have is gone. You will always have the pictures in and and the pain in you heart. You will always know what you thought at that time. Never think the memmories are all gone once you think you forgot them. They will always come back and play in your head over and over. Just think of the good times that came and gone. You will get more a head if you let the bad ones die and go. So this is what i have to say to you. Have faith and things will change in you. Don't ever think your better than someone else, because one day you might end up where that person was. Don't ever say you can't do something unless you try. It will never hurt unless you don't, than you will be pissed off at your self for not doing it. So thats all i have to say.