Hey, look I'm now 20 years old. Happy Birthday to me!

Besides that, I honestly think I hate myself. I must be the most blind person ever, I do things without thinking them through all the way or the consequences that they may have or how they may affect myself or other people.

Your probably all wondering what I'm talking about, but it's none of your buisness, so don't worry about it. I'm just writing on here to unleash some of my frustration towards myself.

Ok, I'm done. Back to normal. I don't know why I wrote that stuff, no matter what dumb choices I've made I know that God is still most important and that that will never change. He knows what he's doing with my(and others lives), so I have nothing to worry about.

Yes I have mood swings!!!!!!!!!