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Current mood:  blessed Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Alright, so this morning at around 6:00 was the first time I actually floated out of my body.
I woke up at somewhere around 5:00 from some good dream. I tried to go back to sleep, but it wasn't happening. So I meditate for a little, and get into this kind of state, except to a lesser extent. http://forum.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=messageboard.viewThread&entryID=69547636&groupID=107078168&adTopicID=27&Mytoken=F778BEED-2398-4D1A-AE9FF109CCCB5E3B197774568
so then I stop, try to sleep some more, but it just wont happen. So then I decide to try and astral project. So as I lay there trying to get into the vibrational stage, I drift off into some strange lucid dream thing where its like I am in a dream, but I am still aware of my body a little. (Now I just recently beat my addiction to pot, and filled up the empty spot with some intense god-energy, that I felt I was trying to fill up with pot. I used to use it to relax, feel connected with people, and to help with magick/meditation, but then I discovered I am complete and whole, and that all of this can come from myself. So this next part has some meaning to it, but im not sure what it means yet.) In the lucid dream state, I am in my room, and sitting on my bed that has now turned into a couch. I smoke some weed, and get the highest I have in my entire life. It got me so high, that it actually made me start to feel awake inside the dream, no, more awake than I was in the waking world.
The high increases until it becomes an intense energy feeling with some vibrations. Before, it felt like the more awake than the real world feeling, and intense energy with vibrations was happening to me. Now it started to feel like I am the awakeness and vibrations. The new me started to move out of my old body, and I thought this was all way to intense, so I woke up. I realized what was just happening, so I see if I can go back and do it again. I sit there in my bed trying to go asleep to get back in that state again. Within less than a minute, everything faded to nothing for a little as if I was sleeping. Then I get back into the same state, except this time I am actually aware of consciously trying to enter this state, and what I was trying to do. The extremely high feeling was still there, but with less energy feeling, and more slow, dense vibration feeling. I try to move my arms out, and they slip right out of my old arms, and into the front of my vision. Then they go back in by themselfs. This happens for a little until I get the hang of it, and move my entire etheric body out about 2 ½ feet from my physical body. Then at that point I couldn't go any further (partially on purpose because of reasons I will explain after this next part, and partially cause it was getting harder.)
I also couldn't turn around and look at my body when I tried to. But o man, the feeling of moving, and rising out of my body was of pure pleasure and freedom. It sent chills down my etheric spine, pure joy, with great excitement (which I am surprised didn't pull me directly down to my body). But about 3/4 of the way before I stopped, and then after I stopped......I heard the softest, smoothest, most loving, flowing, caring, and angelic voices speak. It was hard to tell if it was just one male and one female voice, or if it was a bunch of male and a bunch of female voices, because the words were over lapping at points, sometimes a lot. But the voices kept saying, "Beautiful, how beautiful, we love you, magical, you are beautiful, love, you are magical, we love you." and that just kept going on for I don't know how long. It seemed timeless. Despite the intense love, joy, wonder, and family bond the voices made me feel (I could clearly feel their presence also) it also raised a little fear in me, and unnerved me. It also made me a lot more excited, like I came home. So then I decided not to go on, and I slowly lowered my self back into my body, until I felt my etheric self cross over the lines of my head and back into place.
1:22 AM
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