So I asked a friend is it wrong to fancy a drink of gin and tonic in the morning? He told me that I was a grown up it is up to me what I want to do.  So instead of drinking said gin and tonic I went to work, dull I know but then another question occurred to me. Do you realise that youre an alcoholic? If so what is this realisation, before or after the drink? Is it when youre putting your coat on heading out for the drink? Or when youre lying face down on your bedroom floor unable to make to the comfort of your bed due to being comatosed from the poison of the alcohol?

The world is full of question, but the best ones are always about your own mortality and spiral into doom.

Happy dreams

Tom