THANK GOD FOR DRUGS AND ALCOHOL
God is trying to talk to you. I look back now and see that God was always trying to get in my life. But I (with the full support of the devil himself Im sure) let drugs and alcohol cut off that connection that was made when I was born.
Yep that's right...when you were a child you understood what it felt like to be connected.
Connected to the earth; You would play in the dirt and sandboxes.
Connected to the sky; You would look up and wonder what was out there.
Connected to spirit; You believed anything was possible.
So what happened?
You and I, we, grew up. Grew up in a world that doesn't believe in anything it cant see or hold in its hand. A world that rewards the those who have riches. But laughs at those who believe they have more riches if they have imagination and inspiration.
So here we are, grown up in a world that doesn't understand us and we feel left out because of it. We start to feel unwelcome in our own skin not to mention our own households. It wasn't your parents fault that they shunned you and your dreams. They fell victim to the same exodus of dreams that you did. They thought that they were doing best for you because they didn't want you to fall into the same pain of dreaming that they did.
So what do we do to stop the wheel of regret, confusion and guilt? We search for they only God no one laughs at us for worshiping. Drugs and Alcohol.
Regret cause you couldn't be like everyone else. Or as "good" as your family wanted you to be.
The confusion you felt was the battle in your heart and head, between glorious holy inspiration and earthy know it alls.
Guilt covered you because you believed everyone else's opinion of you but didn't have the so called strength to be what you thought you should be.
So....thank God for the drugs and alcohol! Seriously. Thank God for the drugs that kept us numb. Thank God for the alcohol that kept us brave.
But now....we know better. We know now that the alcohol isn't evil. The drugs aren't evil. But the separation it causes between us and God is evil. Its pure evil.
What else could it be?
Anything that can keep the Love of the most amazing force in the universe, away from us has to be evil.
Now we know better. Now, my friend, its time to stop the regret, confusion and guilt and get connected to the best high I ever had; The God that is trying to talk to you. Not only does he talk, more importantly....he listens. Try asking him into your heart and life right now.
I have tried most drugs on the planet. Nothing compares to the high I have right now.
Thank you for reading. God loves you and so do I.