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Last Updated: 12/23/2009

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Status: Married
City: LOS ANGELES/ORLANDO/NASHVILLE
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/6/2006

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Life

THANK GOD FOR DRUGS AND ALCOHOL

God is trying to talk to you. I look back now and see that God was always trying to get in my life. But I (with the full support of the devil himself Im sure) let drugs and alcohol cut off that connection that was made when I was born.


Yep that's right...when you were a child you understood what it felt like to be connected.


Connected to the earth; You would play in the dirt and sandboxes.


Connected to the sky; You would look up and wonder what was out there.


Connected to spirit; You believed anything was possible.
So what happened?

You and I, we, grew up. Grew up in a world that doesn't believe in anything it cant see or hold in its hand. A world that rewards the those who have riches. But laughs at those who believe they have more riches if they have imagination and inspiration.


So here we are, grown up in a world that doesn't understand us and we feel left out because of it. We start to feel unwelcome in our own skin not to mention our own households. It wasn't your parents fault that they shunned you and your dreams. They fell victim to the same exodus of dreams that you did. They thought that they were doing best for you because they didn't want you to fall into the same pain of dreaming that they did.


So what do we do to stop the wheel of regret, confusion and guilt? We search for they only God no one laughs at us for worshiping. Drugs and Alcohol.


Regret cause you couldn't be like everyone else. Or as "good" as your family wanted you to be.


The confusion you felt was the battle in your heart and head, between glorious holy inspiration and earthy know it alls.


Guilt covered you because you believed everyone else's opinion of you but didn't have the so called strength to be what you thought you should be.


So....thank God for the drugs and alcohol! Seriously. Thank God for the drugs that kept us numb. Thank God for the alcohol that kept us brave.


But now....we know better. We know now that the alcohol isn't evil. The drugs aren't evil. But the separation it causes between us and God is evil. Its pure evil.
What else could it be?

Anything that can keep the Love of the most amazing force in the universe, away from us has to be evil.


Now we know better. Now, my friend, its time to stop the regret, confusion and guilt and get connected to the best high I ever had; The God that is trying to talk to you. Not only does he talk, more importantly....he listens. Try asking him into your heart and life right now.


I have tried most drugs on the planet. Nothing compares to the high I have right now.


Thank you for reading. God loves you and so do I.

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Linda
Linda Ryan

 
I woke this morning thinking of you. Wondering how you're doing since I hadn't seen you blog in a while. glad to see that all is well with you. Have a great day (week, month, year, life). Please keep sharing, it's great to hear from you.

 
Posted by Linda on Tuesday, April 14, 2009 - 9:08 PM
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Scott
scott easley

 
Amen Wade! Great blog man!
 
Posted by Scott on Tuesday, April 14, 2009 - 9:08 PM
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Sterling
Terri Smith

 
God bless your sweet heart, Wade. This is a wonderful blog.

 
Posted by Sterling on Wednesday, April 15, 2009 - 12:44 AM
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SCM PRODUCTIONS

 
YOU ARE SO RIGHT!!! SWEET MAN...:)



GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS

T:)
 
Posted by SCM PRODUCTIONS on Wednesday, April 15, 2009 - 6:39 AM
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RevDetroit

 
This is truly amazing!
 
Posted by RevDetroit on Thursday, April 16, 2009 - 7:56 PM
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ME

 
This is awesome... You should really consider writing a devotional book for people who have been there like us....God Bless
 
Posted by ME on Friday, April 17, 2009 - 9:27 AM
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Maryam

 
I wish I could be there to see this transformation in you.


Mae
 
Posted by Maryam on Wednesday, April 22, 2009 - 7:03 AM
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Sandy Lieberman (The Sandman)

 
I am blown away by this blog. I am so in tune to everything you wrote, maybe because I feel the exact same way. Being away from drugs an alcohol is a good thing for me and it's been a long time. But sometimes when I feel that God isn't there (because I stopped talking to him) the drugs start to seem like a good idea to help me cope. I think that I am weak if I ask for help so I want to run because I make the mistake of asking for human aid (earthy know it alls) instead of asking HIM to help. The only truth for me is the intuitive feeling I get in my gut when I know that I am doing God's will.


"NO GOD, NO PEACE.

  KNOW GOD, KNOW PEACE!"

 
Posted by Sandy Lieberman (The Sandman) on Sunday, May 17, 2009 - 10:10 PM
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Tim Maxwell

 
That was very well put man, I wish I could get some people I know to read this, I think it would bring some revelation to them
 
Posted by Tim Maxwell on Thursday, June 18, 2009 - 5:08 AM
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Ebay Queen

 
nice. like...So many people with the same struggle Isnt it awesome to know God can even take our mistakes and use them to his Glory.......I sure am glad of it.... Keep on for Jesus..God bless.

 
Posted by Ebay Queen on Monday, September 28, 2009 - 5:52 AM
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