Just before dawn comes
Sadness is on
Eyes closed for one more moment
Dreaming of leaving
I write a few words on this note
Then I'm asleep
I can only dream awake
Thats how I tend to be
There are thing I never get to say
The fear in me always in the way
A broken heart never mended
A hurt that never runs away
I sit her with my Mania
Locked in my shell
Can not explain
Each breath Im taking
Can not find the means to my end
I always wonder
Why dont I feel
What the world out there is like
And how I can fit in
I dont expect them to know me
Or how I lost all my dreams
When I cant even find myself
In this fantasy world I made
I want them to know
I'll never forget you
