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City: STURGEON BAY
State: Wisconsin
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/29/2004

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008 

Current mood:resolute
Note: if your comment doesn't appear below, it's because my comment "approve" button mysteriously stopped working the other day. sorry. i'm trying to get it fixed, but haven't heard back yet from myspace tech support. maybe on strike? holiday vacation? anyway.. i'll post your comments as soon as i can. thanks for them all! xo,p

The night before last, while enjoying Little Marsh Overflow at Cherry Lanes, I had the idea of creating a new annual "Door County Music Awards" for the primary purpose, I proclaimed, of "getting LMO recognized as Door County's Best Band of All Time!"


Yes I was drunk. But the crazy thing was: I don't even like music awards or arts competition of any kind! I'd like to think that in art, unlike sports, there are no winners and losers. And besides, who decides? M
usic awards are typically handled by a local print publication that polls its readers. The portion of its readership that has the time and/or inclination to vote (maybe repeatedly) decides the winners. How could this skewed cross-section of the public NOT have preferences most of us would tend to disagree with?

Of course I love getting recognized for my own so-called achievements, and sometimes an award seems like an achievement in itself, but in most award competitions,
my favorite artists (including me) are routinely overlooked. (Yes I am one of my favorite artists, NOT my number one- I'm always somewhere in my top ten, current position depending on what I've done to please me lately)

Anyway… So why, disliking arts competition and music awards as I do, would I suddenly want to create a new Door County Music Awards? Just to see LMO win "Door County's Best Band of All Time"? Really? Why am I suddenly feeling so empathetic, wanting them to achieve the recognition they so abundantly deserve?

The obvious reason (obvious to me at least) for my sudden attack of empathy is that I've been feeling under-appreciated myself these days. This is not only embarrassing to admit, it's a dangerous and stupid feeling to have!


To what degree does public recognition reflect true worth or accomplishment?  "Not at all," some might say, arguing that being publicly appreciated is like being blessed at birth with good looks or rich parents. Some would insist that no matter what we do, however good our intentions or how well we act them out, it's just luck-of-the-draw, like winning the Public Appreciation Lottery.

I'm not in complete agreement with such views of disconnected cause and effect. I suspect that CAUSE (in this case, good works done well) is loosely followed by EFFECT (public appreciation) much as a car with poor traction can move forward on an icy road and a good gambler tends to win more games of chance. There is a looseness yet a definite forward thrust to causality here.. So the old saying, "You win some, you lose some" is only half the truth. The other half is:  If you play well, you'll probably win more than you lose.

The danger in feeling under-appreciated is in allowing the mathematics of chance to hold the magic of free will hostage. Feeling under-appreciated is like pointing a gun at ones own head, the gun saying, "improve your approval ratings or end it all now!" Suddenly, we're working for the recognition (so subject to chance) and making it the end-all.

The stupidity in working for recognition is in not recognizing that recognition is a byproduct, not an achievement. Foods rich in protein help build muscle, but they also produce shit. Placing recognition over excellence is mistaking a good bowel movement for a great workout. Showing the world how full of shit we can be isn't achieving anything. It may feel good, but it reeks of self-obsession.

Things take time, as they say- that fragrant AROMA wasn't built in a day. Neither achievement nor food becomes recognition or shit immediately- they're processed through circuitous routes- but we have to have faith that, if we eat and work well enough for long enough, whether we win every time or lose a few, the shit and recognition will surely follow.

These ideas lead me to my New Year's Resolution for 2009: I will learn to discern products from byproducts, and focus on the work, not the shit.

Thanks for following this rant! Happy New Year!!!
xo,p

Darryl St. John

 
Bravo Pat!! BRAVO!!!! A spur of the moment wisdom that spills truth and irony in one delicious serving!! Sending You and Yours a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! OH, and for the book, I am one appreciative fan of yours as always!!!! Keep Rocking and serving out COOL with GREAT MUSIC!!!!
 
Posted by Darryl St. John on Monday, December 29, 2008 - 4:03 PM
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pat mAcdonald

 
uh-oh, here come the compliments...
i didn't mean to, uh..... well hell, maybe i did!
glad you got the irony part! :)
thanks man! You too!!! xo,p
 
Posted by pat mAcdonald on Monday, December 29, 2008 - 4:37 PM
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R. Ruleau

 
You're number 1 in my music world...and I like to believe I have very discerning tastes. I've seen them all, some have the voice, some the looks, some the natural talent to play and create...but you pat, you have it all. If you need recognition and I don't believe you do, but maybe would long for it...then you have to accept the shit of what it is to be recognized and adored...I think you live a pretty neat life and very unique...I've been down this road...be careful what you wish for, for you'll end up wishing for what you had.

 
Posted by R. Ruleau on Monday, December 29, 2008 - 4:03 PM
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pat mAcdonald

 
"be careful what you wish for, for you'll end up wishing for what you had."

great line, Fisherman Bob!!! (hey why are my heroes all named Bob?)
how 'bout "careful what you FISH for..." ???
anyway.. yeah i've been there too- had what i wished for,
wished for what i had, wished i knew what i had,
wished i'd stop wishing...
now i wish i was out fishing!!!
(for FISH, not compliments!:)
xo,p
 
Posted by pat mAcdonald on Monday, December 29, 2008 - 4:43 PM
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Rich ±

 
"Showing the world how full of shit we can be is no achievement- It feels good, but reeks of self-obsession.
"

Hmmm. Then I suppose it might be time to take down my myspace page.





Nah...



I think I'll ..err...enjoy a good work out.

 
Posted by Rich ± on Monday, December 29, 2008 - 4:03 PM
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pat mAcdonald

 
hahaha you do that! and "Nah..." is right:
self-obsession's half the fun in life! :)
 
Posted by pat mAcdonald on Monday, December 29, 2008 - 4:28 PM
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Bruce Reaves

 
I don't think you suck that much, if that helps. Hey, maybe just light a match from time to time.

 
Posted by Bruce Reaves on Monday, December 29, 2008 - 7:24 PM
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Jeri!
Jeri olm

 
Love you Pat!!!!!
 
Posted by Jeri! on Monday, December 29, 2008 - 7:24 PM
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In The Wind......

 
As a musician you should already know
that recognition comes AFTER your plane crashes...
 
Posted by In The Wind...... on Monday, December 29, 2008 - 7:24 PM
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Scobra

 
In zen - the lowest level of awareness is in fact ceremony of any kind. Yes the awards programs are basically bullshit. I have three grammy nominations - all forwarded by the heads of the respective labels - total bullshit - I didnt even bother to go. The one time I did go i realized the atmosphere was really really weird.


I feel this is the question of Mojo - a quality most musicians simply do not have and will never have. Those with real Mojo are an unstoppable force in the universe. Many artists cling to such things as convention - retro - mindlessness - and such to get attention by an audience they hope is stupid (uh unaware) enough to realize they do not really have that much mojo at all.


Most musos cannot handle that much mojo at all. It freaks them the hell out. Only a very few can sail the seas and really make it happen.


The good news is that music that really translates has legs of its own.

 
Posted by Scobra on Friday, January 02, 2009 - 9:44 PM
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COBALT FUR

 
Mr. fUckingmAcdonald, you are such a great philosopher, I love it when you do these blogs.

The fact is, you are startlingly insightful and it's not our fault we aren't as cute as the Jonas Brothers,.... well, I am not anyway.

I look at it from the artists viewpoint, I create because it is inside me and needs to come out, I have never sat down and thought to myself, "Ok, now I write hit song" or "Ok, now I write song world will love". I will sit there playing my guitar and some unseen force guides my fingers. Some songs are construed as good, some songs are not. But they are all artistic outpourings from within. I write for myself but if someone can relate to the song I have written in some way , this is most excellent and a little rewarding.....makes you feel appreciated, but I can feel appreciated on many levels....like..."Good workout, D'Wendt!" and ALSO "Great shit you took there, D'Wendt!!" .



On an unrelated topic..........I still do not understand the purpose of 2 Kudos.

"Kudos (pronounced /ˈkjuːdɒs/, often /ˈkuːdoʊz/), from the Greek κῦδος (not to be confused with κύδος "taunt"), kydos, (literally "that which is heard of") means "fame" and "renown" resulting from an act or achievement. Extending "kudos" to another individual is often done as a praising remark. It entered English as British university slang in the early 1800s. In Standard British English, as in Greek, Kudos is a singular and not a plural noun, and is used exclusively as such in Britain. However, in common use in the US the noun is often plural: She received many kudos ['ku:doʊz] for her work.


The term is often attributed to recognition in the workplace with many Employee Recognition Programs developed solely to recognize the achievement of individuals.
"
 
Posted by COBALT FUR on Friday, January 02, 2009 - 9:42 PM
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Troubadour B

 
Bravo indeed!
B
 
Posted by Troubadour B on Friday, January 02, 2009 - 9:43 PM
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Davee Bryan

 
Well Stated!

I think I'll make a copy of this and post it next to my 'poster of daily torture'
"MUSIC...WHO DO YOU MAKE IT FOR and WHY SHOULD THEY CARE?"

All the Best for a Great '09. Play Hard. Travel Safe.
(Rant On) db
 
Posted by Davee Bryan on Friday, January 02, 2009 - 9:44 PM
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Craig Greenberg

 
this may be my favorite "rant" from you yet, Mr mAcd.. especially the part about recognition as a byproduct. i like to think of it as success (in any endeavor) is not something to be PURsued, but something that will ENsue from good achievement. once i came to terms w/ the idea that i'll never be the 'hippest' artist around, it was actually liberating, b/c i came to realize that consistent competence, paired w/ "keepin it real" is really all that's necessary.. and eventually, like you say, the recognition will surely follow.

and fortunately, these days, being real IS what's hip.


Alwyas great to hear you dropping the knowledge, Pat...;)

Happy New Year! love from nyc.. -c
 
Posted by Craig Greenberg on Friday, January 02, 2009 - 9:44 PM
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Michael
Michael Riley

 
I took this blog as a not quite so selfless promotion of Little Marsh Overflow. I didn't know that promoting someone else could be termed as "not entirely selfless" if you're not actually in the group you're expounding the qualities of, but you've accomplished that. And for that I believe you deserve recognition.


..

So does LMO have a MySpace page? How 'bout a link? I'd love to see and hear them now that you've put them on the radar.


And you do deserve more recognition, as much as you can handle.

 
Posted by Michael on Friday, January 02, 2009 - 10:32 PM
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pat mAcdonald

 
Ah yes of course- Little Marsh Overflow has a Myspace.
It's here:
http://www.myspace.com/littlemarshoverflow

 
Posted by pat mAcdonald on Tuesday, May 12, 2009 - 12:04 PM
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Michael
Michael Riley

 
Thanks, Pat! I look forward to seeing them at SBSF5. Well, I look forward to the whole damn thing!
 
Posted by Michael on Tuesday, May 12, 2009 - 4:05 PM
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Louis

 
Hey Pat!

I've been watching VH1 Classics 2009 video countdown marathon (I Tivoed it all) and I finally reached the "The's" and was curious to see if they would play The Futures so bright...after being dissapointed they didn't play "Life is Hard". Well right after U2's "The Fly" they came through with The Future's so Bright.
As a matter matter of fact you were sandwiched by U2 and Sheila E :)
 
Posted by Louis on Friday, January 09, 2009 - 11:21 PM
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