Is my unwillingness to let you inside my heart cold? My untrusting of others wrong? When you have been hurt so deep by the ones who should have loved you most you tend to be that way. Am I unworthy of love because I won't love completely? Am I wrong for saying that love fuckin hurts? And it doesnt have to be love of a partner that hurts. Parents can hurt more than anyone ever can. For me not letting my emotions lead me is the best thing to me. Maybe I am cold. I think not. I think I may say what some are afraid to say. Letting someone get to close can be the worst thing ever, keeping them at a safe distance can be the best. Not to love would be weird but to love to much is asking for heartache. Love just enough to feel content but not enough so if you break up your life will not stop.