Every day seems like the day before. I sometimes don't even know who I am anymore. Change you say change who you are, but who I am got me this far. I don't start fist fights or steal. I don't do drugs or deal. I am happy all alone or sitting in an empty home. I love to drive fast and pass cars and blast the radio, and sometimes I like to take things slow. I love the color blue reminds me of eyes that belong to you. I love to sit back and chill without you thinking I am being ill. Sometimes I dont like to talk I love to lose myself in my own mind but things like that with you are not fine. I love sitting outside in the rain and let it wash away all the pain that I feel in my brain because its so relaxing and fresh and I don't care how I am dressed or if the whole world can see my breast. I love who I am because I am free. Not in the since you may be thinking and I know sometimes I may seem insane because my heart will not feel pain. And because I can walk away from you today and be completely happy cause I will be content with the time we spent because they were heaven sent. I will have no ill will and forever your love I will still feel. If we walked away today I would think of that day when we first got together and everything was ok. I would smile a big grin and always be your friend and think to myself this is a love that should never end.