being friends with someone and living with someone is two completely different things and i do not recommend it to anyone. with friends your not together all the time, secrets are easier kept. one little secret with friends can be kept, but secrets that are shared with your roommates turn into a big scene.  on something so small              |small secret| 

and when spread around with roommates who you think you know becomes;

|sooooooooooooooooooooooo bigggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg|

and living with friends you start seeing their true colors. and it hits you in the face like
"whoa"
 i did not see that coming. now im not saying im golden i find myself playing the same game as everyone else, trying to get on ones good side or wanting people to walk on egg shells around me. its entertaining. but i dont live or thrive of drama, it just seems to fallow. whats life without a little drama, but im not going to cause a scene unless im drunk, which im tispy now which is great. apple smirnoff vodka is my weakness and ive had about 6 shots already im feeling nice. and i find myself trailing of subject orrr repeating myself. oh well. i dont think this blog is going going anywhere....fuck.