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Current mood:  hungover Category: Life
i find myself making every possible mistake, its weird i consider myself a late bloomer for everything sex, drugs, life. but i go from one extreme to another. like i wanted to have sex when i was married, curiosity's got the best of me and now.....well nevermind about that. drugs, at jc i was against getting high, then again i was intrigued and now im on probation. like wtf. i cant find a happy medium. and my will power effing sucks i would of been clean for two months, it took one guy who sweet talked to me to fuck up. i hate men but at the same time i fall for there sweet talk, fall right into bed. im like puddy in there hands. i can be whatever you want for the night. when im drunk im worse. you would think i was born with my legs open. and the part that sucks is that im not only hurting myself ive lost friends over it. i had this motto that i would fuck like a man so i wouldnt get play like a bitch. that motto is a lie all in its self. i miss smoking weed, i defently didnt have this much drama when i was always high. soberness suckss. but it was that orr jail, lost family memebers blah blah blah. september was the worst month ever.......i need an easy friend.
5:33 PM
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