Current mood:
sad
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
As I walked around the house I lived in with the family that I have
built with my husband, I get a tug on the shirt I was wearing. As I
look down a familiar face looks up at me. My daughter that had passed
away 6 years earlier still has not moved on to be with those that are
on the other side.
It was the day of her birth twelve years ago to the day. A
day where she should have been alive, been surrounded by her friends,
family, games and laughter, and with a cake with 12 candles.
She
tugged my shirt for me to crouch down to be at her level. She handed me
a video that she had made for me and the others in my family to watch
as a message form her to them. She told me to get a mirror so that when
it was over she wanted to say "Hello"
I call my family to come and watch the
video that she had made. My family knowing that I had the "power" to
see her all came to the couch and watched the video that she made of the loving
family times that we had shared together when she was alive. She stood
behind me, her small hands on my shoulder. Her smile was still as loving and
pure as ever. I put my hand on hers and smiled.
As the video
came to an end, my family said it was wonderful and they turned to the
mirror in shocked to see my daughter saying that she missed them and
that she loved them. Then she Turned to me as I turned around to her to
tell her how wonderful the video was and how proud I was of her.
I
couched down again to cup her face in my hands and she started crying.
She touched my hands ever so lightly then moved back just a little so
that I was not touching her face anymore. I looked at her confused and
asked her what was wrong. Her reply, her face, and the sadness in her
voice I will never forget. She looked up at me, tears in her eyes, as
she said "I'm tired of being alone, can you come be with me?"
I woke up crying, tears falling down my face and my heart breaking...
What would I have really done in that kind of situation I thought as I wiped the tears from my eyes.