Having to wake up really early and still manage to
get home after 12 hours. Rushing here and there and falling half a sleep and
really exhausted every single day.
Listening to others, their bullshit and lame stories,
I know Libra’s are good listeners but hey I eventually get sick of hearing you.
Working so hard for so little, I do not mean the
financial side but the appreciation to the work, stress that I go through
everyday and not having time to do the things I enjoy and would like to do.
Having to put up with those people close to me, don’t
you know that your negative energies hurt me and soon enough it will just
destroy what’s left in me.
Feeling sad and annoyed most of the time, trapped in
a place that I don’t belong to. Can not enjoy the beauty around because it
takes hours to get to these places where you feel you belong and can let the
stress out. I wish I could just move to a different place where I’m able to
embrace the beautiful nature, just let go of all these fragile emotions and
stress.
Unable to have a dissent and honest conversation with
true mature individuals; because I know they won’t understand or even care.
Being pigeon holed by others calling me goth, evil
and weird. I’m weird, I’m special, I’m gracious, I’m unique, I’m evil , I’m
crazy, I’m everything but YOU.
Sick of these people who always blame others beliefs
and way of living for everything bad and negative that happen in this world. It’s
neither the religion nor the beliefs which were written thousand years ago, it’s
all these people who no longer has any appreciation towards humanity, nature,
life and the beauty inside everyone of us. Believe in what you want, live how you want,
dress the way you like but DO NOT force your beliefs on others. You can be Christian,
wiccan, pagan; anything and everything but always take the beauty and the
goodness of each and dump the rest because simply there’s no reason for it.
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Blessings
Ereshkigal