HELLO EVERYONE...
HOW'S EVERYONE DOING??? :-)
i know how frustrating it is to receive a 'common' message when it comes to wish something or trying to be personnal by sending the same thing to more than 13000 ppl...lol...hee hee well to not be one of them i decided to write a blog so the door is open to anybody in need of warm words...because everybody here who's gonna read this is at least enuff of a friend,or at least showed me love once by even just requesting me on this helpful myspace.....we can say anything bout it,im still thankful for tom to honor us with this way of communication so MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TOM....lol
this one is also for any people who feel like me for those holidays every year,a little more overwhelming in a good and sometimes a bad way....
but besides the headache of what society made xmas about(gifts,'mom i want the new robot that helps for the homeworks or dad i need a car),this thing still gotta mean something in a deeper way....
and to avoid biblical/obvious reasons....i will just refer to ...getting famllies and friends together around a table,good food made with love and devotion....the unbeatable and delightful smell comin out of the chicken because ur mom's in there! lol
The unresistable smile and expression of joy on kids face when they know they're gonna get their limited edition spider man outfit....thinking theyre gonna look cool and then write back to santa (their parents lol) to thank for this beautiful miracle....
i spent xmas by myself ,because firstaval i was thousands of miles away from my loved ones but also alone cause it was my decision ,to not make another 'filling up plan' that'd just do it! u know what i mean? i lite candles,cooked a nice meal,prayed my way....was happy my way....and wrote some music....and of course i thought of y'all....and smiled at my barack obama maganzine cover's collection i started during the campaign....im looking outside,smiling at the rising sun reminding me that im alive,we're alive....WE'RE FINE!!! ;-)
im listenning to music and smile again thinking i ll always have something to rock my world....if its not someone.im looking at us and think that everythings gonna be just fine...
that was just an early morning report(woke since 5.30) ...live n direct from los angeles/santa monica....4....3....2.....1.....BOOM!
God bless you :-)
SOSHY xoxoxo