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Chettsee: Clown of Thorns

Chester Van Zandt


Last Updated: 11/29/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 20
Sign: Virgo

State: California
Thursday, October 29, 2009 

Current mood:  uncomfortable

She walks these empty streets alone
Hiding from something they call "home"
Hoping to find some peace of mind
Sometimes we need to walk alone

She is set on running away
Though her mom was yelling she must stay
A wind beaten bird for reasons unheard
Sometimes it is best to run away

So fly away, fly away, fly away
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate, fly away

Some wear their bruises on their skin
Others hide their scars deep within
She has a wound close to her womb
Blames herself for letting it in

So fly away, fly away, fly away
Don't be afraid, don't hesitate, fly away
But She's afraid, she's afraid, she's afraid
Anyway
See those eyes, see those eyes, see those eyes
Hate and lies, a fire that slowly dies
But She will fly, she will fly, she will fly
Before it dies

Sometimes the hands that feed
Must feed a mind with a sick need
And the hands that clutch can be
The same hands that touch too much
Eyes that hungrily stare
Read in an access that's not there
While eyes close to hide tears
Or look away in fear
Run away!

Passing the open stores
Hiding her dirty sores
Seeking asylum among freaks and whores
What wouldn't she give to be in a society
Not learning the eyes to be closed but to see

Now she bites the words
"Never"
She kicks the ground
"Never"
Swallows her tears
"Never will I go back"
She hits the walls
"Leave me!"
Scratches herself
"Leave me!"
Begs to all Gods
"Rip me from this sick flesh!"

"I will always be there"
"No!"
She holds her ears
"You know that I love you"
Pretends that she doesn't hear
"We're in this together"
"We share the same skin"
Panic in his voice now
"Free us from sin"

"Tell me that you love me"
This is the end
"I know that you do"
Of her way
Never ever again
Follow me down

"God forgive this hunger"
"Please mommy see"
"Never tell a soul"
"Is it me?"
A child will love its parents
Will follow them down

She swears to the pavement's heart of stone
That these city lights will be her home
But still as they burn she will return
Back to the adults. . . of her home.
Currently listening:
The Perfect Element I
By Pain of Salvation
Release date: 2000-11-14
1:49 AM
 
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Stephen Schaupp

 
Now sell this beautiful, heart-rending piece to Max Paradise so he can use it in Esquires. They're too lazy to write their own stuff.
 
Posted by Σίσυφος on Thursday, October 29, 2009 - 4:32 AM
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Hell Cat

 
is this part of your stories? its really beautiful.
 
Posted by Hell Cat on Tuesday, November 03, 2009 - 12:00 AM
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Chettsee: Clown of Thorns
Chester Van Zandt

 
I really wish it was.  really wish.

=.

 
Posted by Chettsee: Clown of Thorns on Tuesday, November 03, 2009 - 2:14 AM
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