Recently I came out of my self-imposed isolation to attend an auction in Cape May to benefit Gables and some Aids charities. I went with Tommy, who is a great friend and if you have read my blogs, someone who i love dearly. I had a good time reconnecting with old friends, some whom I haven't seen in 15 years. What I did realise is that I am an anachronism...out of place even in this time. Don't know why I feel this way, just that I really don't fit in with others, even those of my same age. I had a goodtime, don't think that I didn't, it's just that in my persuit of someone who will be my significant other, I don't think I measure up. At the same time I don't want to try to change myself to be able to fit in more. Maybe I'm should just stay alone.