im gonna lay it all on the line---

all in all, i just want someone to share these last months of highschool with. someone to call on the phone and just talk to about stupid stuff. someone that would watch dr. phil with me. someone that would understand when i just want to stay in for the night. someone to randomly drive me down to st. augustine to look at the beautiful lights. someone who would go to the landing with me and walk along the st. johns river and listen to christmas music and look at the tree. someone to go to bono's with me =). someone to go to Sun's games with. and Gator games..and go over their house and watch Laguna Beach reruns or a college football game. someone who will go to shows with me and take day-trips with me and just be young and live in the moment. someone who wont complain about constantly hearing me blab about how much i love from first to last. i just want a boy who i can turn to and trust 110%. someone who will throw a football around with me or go to the batting cages and hit with me. i dont want all the mushy-gushy love, rose petal, expensive dinner crap..i just want a normal teenage "broke" relationship. this isn't marriage or anything huge. and i would want committment when it comes to like, cheating on one another..i just dont want him to expect me to be around 24/7. im busy with school and softball ALLL the time but thats okay b/c when i would see him it would make it that much better. someone who would go fishing with me. someone who would "teach" me how to surf. someone who would argue with me when it needed to be done. someone who would send me cute little text messages. someone who would go to Church with me. someone who would go to disneyworld with me. someone who would sit in the lifeguard stands at midnight and listen to the waves and look up at the night sky. someone who would talk to me about my future and my dreams and not laugh at me. someone who would bring me food at work when he knows im having a bad day. someone who would lay in the grass and watch the clouds go by. someone who would go to the beach with me in the summer and lay out and listen to our ipods. someone who would sing along to fall out boy or dashboard with me. someone who would spend countless hours on myspace with me. someone who would go to the mall with me. someone who would back cupcakes with me; or atleast ice them. someone who would go the movie theatre just for the yummy popcorn. someone who would go the bookstore and sit in there for hours with me. someone who would go to blockbuster with me and rent old movies. someone who would volunteer around the community with me. someone who would go on an ice-cream run with me at whatever hour of the night. someone who respects my morals and values. someone who would fingerpaint with me. someone who would go grocery shopping with me. someone who would burn me the best mix cd's. someone who would spend endless hours on myspace with me...

maybe im a dreamer; or maybe im just a dork...

but boy, what i would do to have someone in my life like that right NOW.