Life seems as if it is a neverending cycle of bullshit. When you think you’ve got a grasp on it, it changes into something more confusing and complex. When you think that you have your heart and mind set on something, you go and do something completely retarded, and hurt those that care about you the most. We like to blame the little things on Life, but the truth of the matter is, it’s our own decisions that cause most of our problems. Dealing with life’s drudgery is all about if you’re content enough to live with those choices that you make, or simply not make them at all.
    I am a man of many choices that people consider questionable or even foolish, however I can be content in knowing that many of those choices I made, I was just following my heart. I guess I’m a glutton for punishment, then, because right when people think that I’m on the right track, I go and do something completely ass backwards because somehow, the "right track" never feels good for long.

One more stupid mistake, and I’m seeking professional help.............