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Last Updated: 12/7/2009

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Age: 22
Sign: Scorpio

State: North Carolina
Country: US
[13 May 2009 | Wednesday] 5:47 PM

Category: Writing and Poetry
lock me up,
far away,
hidden and safe
but never sane
help me kill this addiction
that rushes and pulses
like wildfire
through these dead blue veins

lock me up
and keep me down
entertain to distract
keep the thoughts away
to abandon this addiction
i've got to forget the drug
compile the memories into one
cut it up and burn it down

it's infected my heart
like worms, digging and feeding
tasting and shredding,
shards and daggers littered there,
pull the pieces away
let me bleed it out
along with each and every thought

my brain's beyond repair
sanity fled the night before,
running so fast she slipped and fell
this addiction quick to pounce
whispering sweet nothings
and
bullshit promises
insanity rules this body now
her reign will end the game
erase the drug from each and every memory

stop
rewind
past all the smiles
and all the tears
past all the mistakes
and all the fears
stop
record

this is rehab,
she says it's over
i'll drain you from every part of me,
maybe then I can relive the years you've stolen
rebuild my mind and repair my heart
patch up the scratches and stitch up the gashes
no time for relapses,
no time for games,
i've got to lose it
I must survive.

this is rehab
she says it's over.
and I say goodbye.

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KidKC

 
I want to stand in the middle of the blackhole so I can never escape and to feel the gravity crush all that is around....awesome writing, you simply never cease to amaze me with your style and grace...seriously!
 
Posted by KidKC on [19 May 2009 | Tuesday] - 3:00 AM
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