take a moment
think

close your eyes
relax

breathe in
breathe out

im exhaling your drama
the bullshit, the bitching, the moaning
im forgetting how imperfect you made me out to be
how stupid and worthless yet so presentable
i seemed to be
a trophy made of flesh
with dead black snakes for hair
curling and twirling
but with a stare of darkness,
pain and despair

breathe in
breathe out

im exhaling your touch
the caresses, the kisses, the rough, the good
im giving up on the past
on those bright frostfire skies
that gripped and held
stole my soul
for so very long
still a trophy,
that's all I could ever be
for those eyes
and beneathe those skies

breathe in
breathe out

im exhaling all the right and wrongs
the abuse for your failures
the punishment for your anger
your gripping and shoving
the demon within you
that voice, those eyes

breathe in


im running


breathe out



we've run out of time.
broken promises
anger was your weapon
to hide those spiderweb lies
i was caught in the web
couldn't see
couldn't breathe


but now I...

[breathe in]
[breathe out]

now I see
you'll never be a prince for me