this is pretty much for anyone who wants to know who i am

people will most likely call me gay and even stop talking to me but whatever

i was raised around women and thats how i ended up very womanly but it dsosent matter to me im artistic i look at things in an artistic view and i like it. im a perfectionist who can never be perfect i hate it. i hate alot about myself and i hate that i cant be who i really want to be. i think about other peoples feelings and i like that. i like that i care about people and the way that they see me i know im not perfect and i dont like it but it dosent matter. people may say that im gay but im not. i dont care that people think i am i love women and i jsut do it in a different way than most people do. i dont care what people think about me. im a lover and not a fighter and i hate that i have to keep it inside and im always afraid of how people will see me but i dont care anymore i know im ranting about nothing and it sounds like crap but this is how i feel and i jsut suck putting it in words but i liek to think that im somewhat better at explaining thins in an artistic way i dont care who knows it. people who really know me (a few but not much) already know these things and they are some of my favorite people im sorry if this changes the way you see me but it dosent really matter.