Lovely blog, Jelena
 

GREAT! ;D
 

I'll do it!! Jelena
XOXOX
 

Jelena, I HATE spiders too. I don't fear them, but they bother me a lot.

 

You Know...I Think If A Spider Is Harmless, Then It's Not A Threat To Me, I'd Welcome Their Presence! Shame On You! Calling TERMINIX!!! If It's A Poisonous Species of Spider Then By All Means Get The Pros Over There! But Yeah, A Spider Is A Predatory Insect Has To Eat Like The Rest of Us Do! Maybe If You Held A Tarantula It Would Rid Your Fear of Spiders! Because I Know What Your Fear Is...Getting Bitten, That's The Number One Problem And Being Arachniphobic! But Find A Less Aggressive Spider To Hold That Way Your Chances of It Biting You Will Be Slim To None, And Just Let It Crawl On Your Hands, Arms...etc! But Don't Molest It As They Would Say, HAHA! So Let Me Tell You My Mother Used To Fear Snakes Like You Fear Spiders, But She Hates Spiders Like You! And Yeah, One Day I Bought A Ball Python! Maybe 2 1/2 to 3 Feet In Length And One Day The Damn Thing Got Loose And Was Crawling Towards The Chimney And She Saw It And She Screamed Like A Lil Girl So...To Cut The Story Short I Picked It Up And Said "Here Hold It" "It Doesn't Bite" So She Held It And Was Fascinated By It...So Ever Since Then She Doesn't Fear Snakes Wild Or Otherwise! Yeah! And Im A Proud Owner of 5 Snakes Going On 6 Today! I Love The Lil Bastards Always Have, Always Will!
 

You should get together with Layla Kayleigh (http://www. myspace. com/laylakayleigh).


Plus she has a thing about spiders as well.


(Did that come out right?)
 

thank u
 

This blog of yours seems to be very interesting on a number of levels, Jelena. I shall be checking it at least once a week from now on, dear.


I got curious and started reading through some of the old blog posts. It seems you really were good friends with one of my other favorite models, Erica Campbell, as I suspected.


Have you had any contact with her since her retirement on May 11th? I've been rather worried about her because of the sadness, loneliness and various other things I picked up on in her goodbye letter. I even went through the trouble of writing her a letter of my own. It's an open letter and contains a written analysis of her letter.


I know that sounds weird and like a lot of effort but, it really wasn't. I e-mailed it to her on June 11th and have looked for other ways to contact her, without success.


You can see the letter for yourself on this page of my site:
http://www. msbae. net/ERC. htm

Please don't misinterpret this as me acting like a weird stalker because that is DEFINITELY not my intention. I just want to try to help her. It's not often that someone causes me to feel the kind of empathy and compassion that she made me feel with her letter.


- Matthew
 

I found out what happened to her. There's no need for me to worry any longer, she's okay.


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