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Ali Pop Diesel



Last Updated: 12/5/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 33
Sign: Aquarius

City: Farmingdale
State: New York
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/4/2004
July 1, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Blogging
Wow so Im here on a Sat after noon watching this movie, and there was a part in it where this women freaks out and finally has an emotional breakdown after losing her husband last spring, and there I went just balling! Im been trying so hard the last few weeks to have some closure on my feelings and how I been feeling so empty and alone, and how I just feel the pieces of my heart sting everyday all day. Im missing my other half Im missing him so bad, I try to walk through the last 3 years like he doesnt exist but lately these overwhelming feelings are hitting me. Im incomplete, my life is incomplete. I just want closure, I just want to be able to move on with my life. How do I take the power out of these feelings? Is my heart cracked in pieces forever?