Where do I go from here?
When everything I love is falling apart
and everthing I feel turns to hurt, anger and fear
How do I keep it hid from the world?
Should I just bottle all these feelings up
and pretend to be somthing I'm not?
Maybe I AM who I'm pretending to be?
Can I make myself emotionless?
So much rage inside me cooped up for so long.
I hold so many grudges towards people,
How do I let them go? Can I ever?
You just keep pushing me and pushing me
When will it ever be enough?
Will it ever end?
I'm violently screaming inside
and no one can hear me. NO ONE!
Maybe the can, and they just don't care.
They ignore it. Brush it off like the dirt on their feet.
I'm finally starting to break, crack like glass.
It'll start out slow, but eventually it all FALLS APART.
Am I supposed to be hopeful? REALLY?
Whats the reason? What have I done so bad
for me to be punished this way?
Maybe it's NOT me. It's YOU.
You destroy me like a deadly disease, from the inside out.
YOU are the disease, wearing me down.
I'm broken now. But I can win this BATTLE...