well, thats it i suppose...he broke up with me. i cried and cried and cried, but in the end theres nothing i can do. he gave me all these reasons,but never the one that i actually suspected. i duno whats gona happen. i duno if he likes her or not. i think he does. i wish i would know the truth. i really miss him tho.

my life feels completly upside down. i'm misrable, suppose i'll be so for a long time....