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~ A lil about me ~
I am a very big gamer I play alot of video games, If you could not tell from my myspace. Gaming is one of my biggest passions and I do it alot. So if u cant handle this then u should probably stop reading NOW..lol!!!!
Well I was brought up to take care of my man I Do the house work take care of the children and cook the food I'm not that great of a cook but I can cook some really good stuff. Sometimes I don't always do these things I have always been independent and I like to work. Don't get me wrong I do like to do the house wife stuff ....I just like help from time to time. I am very romantic I like the mushy stuff and I'm a bit of a dork. I like all movies you could say I am a movie buff..lol! I like to do just about everything and if I haven't done it I will sure try it! I real easy going and have alot of love to give to the right person. I'm a single mother, raising a 4yr old boy who mean the world to me!. I don't give up easily and that is evident, for I am still here in this world. I am a strong women who has withstood a lot, but I am still standing and for that I am grateful. I am thankful that I have a heart and that I have compassion with all that has been thrown my way in life.
Everyone is affected by the road they have traveled and we are all different and unique. I am happy to be different and I am happy to be who I am. I am aware at times that my differences are not understood by many, but I can not apologize for them, for they make me who I am.
I work very hard to heal myself from all that has happened to me, so that I can enjoy my life. I am not scared from my past because it has only made me stronger and who I am today. I didn't come from a family that had money so all I have is what I have ever worked for! I have never really had alot of money, And money is not everything. Money can only give u happiness 4 so long then u are left alone!
I am different in many ways, simply because I have been on my own for so long. Not having a family has been really tough. I grew up in very unstable homes my hole life and was in and out of foster homes till I was 18. I say that a person can never get used to not having a family in their life. Not having a mother or father in your life is not something that one can just step over. It touches my life every day. There is alot more to this that only few get to hear but I have no prob talking about my past cause it is my past. And I'm always willing to help other fight threw things.
Trudging through life with no back up or support has made me sad at times and even at present I have my moments of pity. But then I realize that all I am and all that I am about, is because of all I have been through and so if I had it to do all over again, I can honestly say I would not change a thing for I am truly happy to be who I am today.
One of my most challenging things in life, is when people ask me what I like to do for fun. I have a hard time answering that question, for I have not had the means to explore interests outside of raising my son and being a mom.
So I like the simple things in life, like bonfires and camping,Fishing outdoors. The things I enjoy don't cost money and so many don't appreciate them as I do. I am simply happy to be here on this earth and blessed with the friends that I do have and my son. I have no idea what I will end up enjoying, for I am like a lil kid being sent out into the world to find out and I am still exploring at present.
While many of my friends wish I would just get married, LOL I figure since my life has been all about rough thus far, I want the rest of it to be peaceful and sweet and I am NOT going to just rush into something with a man to have one on my arm. I am waiting for that one special guy that turns my head in his direction in such a way that all I can see is him and until I find that one special man, I WILL remain single.
QUOTES:
-Never been perfect but neither have you.
-Hate can be a positive emotion if it pushes you to better yourself.
-Before you look up for answers... Make sure the one looking down knows them.
-I'M SORRY... DID MY BACK HURT YOUR KNIFE?
~ Let me set the record straight here. ~
I am simply a woman who is very proud of her figure. And as u see one of my best assets is my face. And now there is a chance I might lose all my hair do to the fact I am trying to fight threw cancer, at the age of 25 and although this is a very tough part in my life and I am doing it alone. But I have to keep fighting cause there is one man in my life that needs me more than anyone and I love him with all my heart.
I opt to put my pictures up here so others can put a pic to a voice. I believe this site and any other site is for us to express who we are in whatever way we would like to. That is what I do. I am playful and passionate and I choose to show that side of me in my pictures and if a man is not mature enough to understand that, then he can simply walk on past my page.
I have no problem sharing, however I am selective on whom I share myself with, so for anyone to say I led them on, that is ignorant. I think the guys that have said such things to me are simply angry that I am not hopping into bed with them and I am no longer replying to those mails. If you read my profile and you still don't get it, I really have nothing to say to you.
Personally, I enjoy Myspace and any Gaming sites I have met some really nice people on here and to me it is NOT all about sex. Though it would appear that there are some who have a hard time believing that. All I know is that I am not going to change who I am for anyone, or stop expressing myself in the way I choose to do so. If you don't like it then simply pass on by, for I am not going to argue the point with you.
I am as well real in that I say what I feel. I am not going to pretend that I am not hoping to meet Mr. Right one day, for that would be a welcome addition in my life. I don't have a clue where I will meet him, but I am not going to disclose myspace or any other websites.. either, just because a few are immature.
~ I am not going to settle for less than what I am willing to give..... ~
~My friends all settled just to not be lonely.... and now they are not happy in their relationships.~
I opt for dealing with the lonely....... and awaiting that one special guy........ that is all I want and all I want to give myself to......
~I am not going to judge all men simply cause some are azzzzzzzzholes........ i just opt not to talk to the hatters.......
~ yep my profile is long.. for i have much to say.... if you don't want to listen.. then don't read it.. LOL
~yep my profile is full of positive thoughts.. for on my path there are some who need to hear them......
~nope.. i don't give out messengers unless i know you.. for i am more into a man who knows how to write and who can carry on a conversation....... via words in mails..
~I am basically here cause i want to be......
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