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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 20
Sign: Sagittarius

City: coldwater
State: Michigan
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/23/2006

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April 20, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:  refreshed
Category: Life
Sometimes you come to a point where you just need something to break you. You get too confident in the things that you do that you lose yourself in the process. Thats what happened. I was becoming way to confident and way to prideful of myself and my abilities. I was so confident i won state before even going to Lansing, and i didnt even prepare because 'Im Kelly.' Sometimes God takes things from you that you may have gotten, if you didnt let pride take over, and you stay humble. I was definitly thinking way to highly of myself, and when i didnt place at state, it was like God had given me a piece of humble pie, it was bitter at first, i'll admit it, i cried. but in the end, i realized that that piece of humble pie, was exactly what i needed. Im sorry that it got this far. As i look back, i dont even know why i was acting the way i did, i wasnt humble at all. I put all this faith in my natural ability, when i should have realized i could not do it with my own ability, but only with God. This is definitly a blessing in disguise.

Although, i am going to road trip down to nationals to watch my best friend nerissa and mikey take nationals! i was so proud of them i was crying! haha.

but overall, state compition was absolutly amazing and fun. i wouldnt trade any of that experience for anything..

and prom was amazing, thanks for everyone that participated in making my night awesome. :)

love you all!
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[elizabeth][♥]

 
I'm sorry about state, but pride did cross my mind when you talked about it... But being served a piece of humble pie is a necessity. At least God gives it to us with love in his eyes.
Prom WAS fun. :] I'm glad that I went.
Love!
 
Posted by [elizabeth][♥] on April 20, 2008 - Sunday - 6:07 PM
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Benjamin David Rupp

 
I miss you!

I am glad you have accepted your humble pie.

Kari will be at my house this weekend maybe we should run into each other.




anything i can be praying for you. Are you excited about summer and then SAU in the fall?
 
Posted by Benjamin David Rupp on April 23, 2008 - Wednesday - 6:13 PM
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Lana
lana edinger

 
What did you compete in at State, Kelly? And, tell Nerissa good luck at Nationals, whatever she's competing for there. Where was State? Where is Nationals? I'm glad you had fun at prom, Kelly! Did you go with the girls, or did you have a date? I haven't checked your pictures yet on your profile, but did you post new pictures of prom? I'll have a look-see, and check here in a minute. So, I read in Benjamin's comment that you're going to Spring Arbor University in the fall! What's your major? I graduated from SAU in Family Life Education with a BA coming up on 5 years ago, but I use my Associate's degree in physical therapy from Kellogg Community College in my work, until I either find something I am qualified in using my bachelor's from Spring Arbor at my present company, because I've been here 16 years, and have great job security and benefits, and am at the top of my salary scale, so I can't risk leaving here being a single mother of 5 children, so I just stay. When all my children graduate from high school, and I can leave state, where there are lots of jobs on my BA I see on the internet, and I can risk leaving my present job and lose the possibility of good benefits, then I can leave, and try for another job on my BA from SAU. The kids need my benefits, and I have bills, so I can't afford to leave my present job where I have job security and am on the top of my payscale, even though it's only on an Associate's. It's complicated, but I've thought about it a lot, and being on my own, and not having someone to "watch my back financially" so-to-speak, because I don't have a spouse, I have to stay working where I am. I enjoyed my time at Spring Arbor, and you will too. I was an adult, so I attended an adult accelerated program that was one night a week for 18-months for 4 hours, and I took a Saturday class, but I worked full-time, which was hard. Hopefully, you can just enjoy going to college there-- you'll like it-- it's a Christian college-- Free Methodist-- they have a very pretty campus, and a big church that's very pretty. That's where we had our graduation 5 years ago in May ('03 when I graduated from there). Best wishes, Kelly! Keep in touch if you can when you go there, okay?! Be good! Give Nerissa a hug for me, and I hope she's doing well! Did she go to prom, too?! Bye! Sincerely, Lana :) XOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXXOOXOXOXOOXOOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOX
 
Posted by Lana on April 24, 2008 - Thursday - 8:52 PM
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LeviSamJuno

 
Wow, Kelly...such a mature understanding of this situation in particular and life in general. I would have to say it is hard for me to acknowledge my own pride and the downfall with which it is associated. For you to post this is really eye-opening for me.

:D
 
Posted by LeviSamJuno on April 28, 2008 - Monday - 11:31 AM
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