dude its like what the fuck man.... models out there striping what little they wear... whores, bitches, al this shit and yah all these guys so quick to jump all over them... yet what the hell is it with the little people... not really little. more like unwanted.. YEAH! thats it! punk has died and you aren't kool if you are.. why the hell not! what the fuck people! if you sit on on a street corner shakin your ass for money you're totally wanted... loox are all overall important anymore... you are judged based on what you look like they call "first impresions" but what the hell you cant tell shit about someone by what they look like especiall if its the first damn time! what the fuckin hell! anybody that ever did that shit to me hated me for life. yah that is one reason i am hated... people judge me and talk shit about me and i yell at them and tell them they are wrong cause its only true... if you dont know shit about me then dont say shit about me. thats 1 thing i cant stand.. yet people out there are judged too on how they first look and automatically get a good review cause they have on nxt to nothing! i still cant get over that shit! you have to be nude to be (re)viewed.. what the damn fuckin hell! maybe one day being an average everyday person who dresses and thinks and acts more "normal" will be seen as more realistic. i mean really if you have to look good and act like yeah you are gonna give some up to someone just to get some what the fuck! "no i dont like you i just want some booty" what the fuck kinda shit is that? and do you know how fuckin shitty it is when they fuckin get it!? i am like what the fuck! i dont wanna have to do that shit to like get a girl thats fuckin crzy and really damn pathetic and stupid! but what the fuck does that matter! its more successful and it gets everyone what they want and they are happy! yet a more casual approach is wrong these days.. rejection!
wear nothing or tight clothin (slut) and you do it on purpose and like all these guys come up to ya or yeah you get to figure out who's heart you are donna rip out and stomp on! and figure out which one you get to use for the night! how fuckin nice is that? how sweet to finish off the job you started and knew exactly what you were gonna do and how you were do it! gyah i could hate that shit worse of all! how can you sit there and go through all of the effort to fuck over a guy.. how do you sleep at night? thats right with the next guy in line! duh! shoulda known!
then on the other hand... oh hell i dont even know where to begin! anyone who know me well enough will know where i'll go with it in minute. catagorize people based on what we listen to. four main genres on rock. Metal, Hard/Alternative, Punk and "Emo". which do you pick?! ok i know most of you pick'd metal or emo. you know how i know? punk bands dont exist anymore. look at green day.. what the fuck happenend to the all the way back in 2004?!? 98% chance they begun the fad officially. I can also bet Fall Out Boy emerged and kept the music going under GD. c'mon tell me you dont believe me and i will look at you like you are a dumbass loser. what punk bands are still going strong?bowling For Soup when was the last time we heard them major mainstream? simple plan? even GC(even though i hate them soo much) if you can name em go ahead and think of the last time they were made a big deal out of on mainstream radio.
the number 1 thing takin over mainstream radio is rap.. now what the hels the dael with that? do you know when the last time i heard NICKELBACK on the radio? 3 months.. long enough to hear the new song a couple times! rap killed punk too! i hate it! damn everyone left the real world to join something they arent... are you really into that or do you wanna fit in to be able to hang with the rest? people are giving up their damn lives for shit they dont even fuckin need! you cant be who the hell you are.. but what the fuck everyone else convinces thier selves they are to!
so where'd our real world go? like the world corrupted or some shit! people hide behind the fake smiles sing about stupid shit they all pretend to care and think is cool. but is it really? could tha perhaps be what the fuck is ruining society? DUH PEOPLE! UH IT IS! look at yourselves damnit! when was the last time you could turn on the radio and here something not about love or sluts and street whores? i havent since the ... ever unless it were a toy radio or some shit!
what the fuck? is there any hope for a change of positivity in our world before its destroyed? war! #1... is it right? controversy... ok we call american troops heros... what is a hero? these troops are killing innocent people never did anything to us.. is that right? thats what the fuck is really going on! aint my fuckin heros! i envy them for having the BALLS to go commit suicide and its not for our country cause we have no damn business bein in Iraq when we cant even hold our own country up! homeland security is totally sucky! after Katrina and we are falliing apart what does Bush talk about/ KILL KILL KILL! is that fair? does that solve anything?
please if there is anyone out there who feels 100% with me plz tell me! i dont wanna be right on my own and be called wrong by thousands of stupid assholes who get drunk all night every night and go doin things i would never do. iwant real people who know what i state is true! there is no reason for any of this to be going on in our world! none at all! please do something about it... dont make me be alone in it...... please!