How come you deleted some of your blog entries
are you trying to erase yourself
not a bad thing to be or to talk sexual
but why would you delete the other parts of yourself
I myself am by no means perfect, friends acquaintances
and strangers sometimes have been very analytical in
pointing some things out to me, it all depends on where
someone's coming from.
Have you been erasing your personality in complete public promotion
of your sexual self?
There's a lot of bottom feeders who come out of the woodwork
and prey upon people who feel vulnerable, it happens to many of us,
I realized yesterday why I gave up a friendship,
it was because of a rhetorical question uttered out loud,
"I wonder if you'll be one of the ones who don't commit suicide"
I cannot be friends with or in any way acquainted with someone
who would say something like that out loud to me whatever my
emotional state happens to be.
There's nothing wrong with
feeling ones sexiness
but what IS sexiness
isn't sexiness having first of all a healthy respect for oneself above all else?
About feeling like a total package
sexiness is not just about cleavage
or some flirty talk
I tried to send you a message but was unable.
I wrote in your truth box whatever that is
The only application I myself have added is the random friend cube thing
maybe I'll add the truth box although that might open up some anonymous malicious verbiage directed at me,
there's always some asswipe willing to say anything hurtful if they don't have to say it to your face, always consider the motives of anyone and you won't go nuts, and always consider your value as a human being and what you can contribute as a human being in whatever way
THIS is why I have not gone nuts,
people are always finding other people wildly sexy in all colors shapes and sizes
Where do we get confidence in ourselves from
HOW do we get confidence in ourselves
I'm still learning,
some of it is who one surrounds themselves with
All comments much appreciated on this subject as a lot of us go through this
and are still going through this in various stages
to be loved as parted out beings but maybe not as a whole and compartmentalizing ourselves for acceptance and attention. What is good attention and what is bad for us
to treat ourselves as commodies
regarding parting ourselves out
and hiding the rest
or rather erasing the rest